Saturday, February 6, 2010

Worked last night. 18 hours on my feet in surgery, And still they come. If you have LiveJournal account my drama for the night is there I don't have the energy to re-write it. The link is on this page. Am awake after four hours of see because so hot. will go back to work at 8 tonight. BUGS BUGS BUGS> I am beginning to develop a phobias to them. Flying crawling hopping inching buzzing. Insert SCREAM LOUD HERE.

Miss reading your blogs will take time now to go since can't sleep if satellite holds up. Hope all of you are well. Only 13 more shifts to go then I am outta here. No amount of money, or begging will keep me. Family already up in arms for my second sign up but I couldn't let Dr. MaC down. He wants me to come to Yemen with him, due to the drought. He is already committed, but I'd end up divorced.

Children are grown. My husband has proven himself unfaithful quite a blow to find it out during all of this. Twenty years OF faithfulness, I feel like a fool. Divorce is out of the question since his parents are in their 80s and bad health. I love his Mom as if she were my own so I am stuck. So not having a good time here and nothing to go back to but broken dreams. Hell I might let one of the doctors talk me into staying or maybe go to Yemen. I just can't seem to care.

But this is my Vincent site not my crying site so sorry, I have to go through and catch up on all the goings on.

Miss you all and love your comments on the home front--normal, I crave normal. Think I'll go see a voodoo priestess. Buy some charms today. Maybe make his penis fall off. Since I won't be using it.


Frances said...

I'm so sorry, life is so staggeringly unfair sometimes.

My email is aladybythesea at gmail com

If you would like a private chat.

ann said...

shit - i am so sorry - what's with these stoopid middle-aged men - can't they see what they have/had is/was the best thing that ever happened to them???????????

didn't stop my husband dumping me and all our parents were either in or approaching their 80's at the time

there is life after... but it leaves a bitter taste

judith said...

Am going to pm you.x

val said...

Divorcing him doesn't mean divorcing his parents. You never know, they may disown him and keep you!

Just you take care. There are a lot more people who value you than give a damn about him.

JoJo said...

Oh god I just cannot believe it. I am so, so sorry and heartbroken for you. How dare he. And Val's right, I bet his parents would be disgusted with him if they found out.

How COULD he do that to you when you are in Haiti???

My email is, if you want to vent. ((hugs))

Music Wench said...

Oh what a horrible thing to find out at this time.

I with Val. Losing him doesn't have to mean losing the in-laws. My husband and his former in-laws got along great. We used to spend Thanksgiving and Christmas with them.

Hope his penis does fall off. He gets the biggest jerk award for the year.

lovevdo69 said...

Wow, new to your blog. I'm not sure what to say. It's a lot to take in. I'll be back.

fuzzytweetie said...

Just make sure that you make the right penis fall off!

I don't know what to say except, we love you here.

fuzzytweetie said...

Please contact me if you want to. May I ask what your LJ acct is and maybe even your email...