To my 'friends' who check in on my blog--I am on vacation but have had to cut it short to go to Alabama since my mom has taken a turn for the worse in the her battle with cancer. SO I will be gone another week at least. Check back about September 9th unless we lose her. Love to you all. Have and will continue to miss you all.

RUNNING WAY

After the hell of last night's work and the fact I've been up over 24 hours and am tired as hell...I had decided to give up the human race and become a hermit. By seven a.m. I hated everyone.

Skip this paragraph if squeamish)
Had a gangbsnger get sliced sternum to pubic Bone and all his intestines hanging out. Two hours I helped the Trauma resident carefully replace them inside him careful not to twist or pinch off any part. Had to put him in an abdominal binder to hold him in till he was stabilized for morning surgery. Handcuffed to the bed with a cop sitting beside him he woke and demanded more pain med. Heroin user. Of course I had to refuse. The resident came and told him no, so he did a roundhouse swing and clipped me on the chin, luckily the officer was fast and caught me before I hit the floor. THEN the little asshole undid his binder 'ti punish us'


And since it took another two hours I guess he did (insert scream here). We restrained him. He called us every filthy word you can think of. Too bad we can't gag them.

This set the tone for the rest of the morning. Had a patient code on me right before time to get off so had to stay another hour for paperwork, (Patient was revived).

My sister Carolyn who seems to have a mental connection to me called as I was leaving and said "Let's go to Jackson Hole." She already ordered her plane ready and had her travel agent to make arrangements for us to go on the two day waterfall hike with a ranger in Yellowstone.

No cell phones, no computers no reception in Yellowstone due to the cauldron I think. SO don't anybody think I have deserted you with my sudden lack of comments. I'll be back in a week, leaving 6 am Saturday. ALL OF YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES AND I will give you a yell when I get back. Hopefully more relaxed.

Though sometime in September will have to go to Richmond, Va to see the outlaws. Love my Mom in law, but my Father in law...

Love you all...wear your seat belts and stay away from the knife and gun clubs.

Barbra

women & bobby goren

I ALWAYS FIND IT AMUSING HOW WOMEN COME ON TO BOBBY WITHOUT BEING TOO OBVIOUS AND HOW HE ACTS OBLIVIOUS (OR MAYBE HE ISN'T) & HOW EAMES PICKS UP ON IT EVEN THOUGH BOBBY'S GONE FROM THE BABE SHOT OF TEQUILA STAGE TO OLDER FLAVORFUL AGED WINE.

As they interview her together all covered up.


Standing & walking by Bobby she drops her blanket to give him a good look at her breasts & HER LACY TEDDY


THEN COVERS UP AS SHE SEES THE POLICE OFFICER IN THE HALL

FAITHFULLY Scene 3

So scene three. Ross sends Bobby to pick up Alex from the Staten Island Ferry Station. Now who do you suppose Alex was off visiting in Staten Island? And that mini, I'm not saying she doesn't look good in it because she has the legs for it, but when you are forty or over a mini makes you look like a cougar whether you are or not. And Bobby can't seem to raise his eyes to her face but for a glance through their entire conversation. She seems pleased but he seems uncomfortable.

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SCENE 12........STATEN ISLAND STATION




Alex, "You were suppose to be away another week."


"Yeah."


"I got back last night."


"I went and saw family."


"You look good."


NODS."Thanks."


"Now we should get going."

FAITHFULLY

Below is the first scene of FAITHFULLY. I am not sure where this family came from or who was related to who or how, there seems to be an older woman about Bobby's mom's age and a Man about Bobby's (so first cousins maybe) a teenage boy and two young children(2nd cousins). They COULD have dropped an explanation when Bobby meets Alex and instead of just 'family' say 'my Mom's sister and her son and grandchildren' or whoever they were. Because seven seasons all we knew was Bobby, his mom and Frank then Donnie. Another frustration with the new writing staff. And so it goes... a sweet scene. Mr. Wolf I do not claim; only taking them out to play.

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SCENE 1........DINING ROOM

Molly, "Bless us oh Lord,"





Molly, "...for these thy gifts,"





Molly, "...which we are about to receive through the bounty of Christ our Lord."





Molly, "Amen."

All, "Amen."



Molly, "Butter beans?"






Bobby, "Okay."


"Thanks."

LOCK NOW UNLOCKED

If you tried to link to the entire Identity Crisis on LIVEJOURNAL I APOLOGIZE. I FORGOT TO UNLOCK IT. IT IS NOW OPEN.

Identity Crisis Aria's X2

This one took the longest time to finish capping and scripting. YOU MAY FIND THE ENTIRE EPISODE OVER ON MY LIVE JOURNAL--SEE LINK TO THE SIDE-CI_SCRIPT_CAPS...BUT I INCLUDED ALEX'S ARIA FOR Music Wench( Alex rarely gets one) if she's still reading my blog and Bobby's for everyone else. I think the best lines in the episode are the first ones in Bobby's. About sending in the big gun. Hope you enjoy.
PLEASE SEE PART ONE FOR DISCLAIMER.

DIALOG PRECEDES CAPS.

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SCENE 30.....MCS--CONFERENCE ROOM

Julie, "He never told me anything remotely incriminating."


"I believe that..."


"...he's clever. He's had practice, but when you're first with a guy,"


"...there's usually something he says or does,"


"...that raises a flag. I...I'm just asking if there was anything that made you ask yourself,"


"...'Is he okay?' Maybe something little that didn't seem to matter."


Julie, "The day after he took the place, I saw him in the skiff. He wasn't rowing, just sitting. He, um...dropped something into the water and sat just watching where he dropped it......I don't know what it was."

"Do you know where this was?"



Julie nods.




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SCENE 30.....MCS--INTERROGATION ROOM



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Burris, "Hey, hey, hey..."





Burris, "So you're it. Rolled out the big gun."


"Yeah."



Burris, "What is all this?"


"Well, this is your life."


"This was a present?"



Burris, "Christmas. You didn't find the card?"


"But you didn't wanna know the guy."


"So why give him a present?"



Burris, "Listen, I had it good he didn't"


"Is that because he punished himself for what he did to you or. . ."



Burris, "Listen, he was six, okay. I blame people like you, not him."


Bobby nods.


"Says here 'I couldn't see it happening again see her burning him,' that... that's you."



Burris, "I paid that debt."


"Well, then it was reform schools, foster families rejecting you. Who wants a matricidal delinquent? Right?"



Burris, "Yeah, you hear me complaining?"


"No."


"But you found a solution in your mother's illness."



Burris, "My...mother.......was, uh...she was schizophrenic. There's no solution in that."


"Oh, well, de...delusions of grandeur and a florid state in which you were a noble...Count of Havolvitz."







Bobby speaks to him in German? and Burris responds.
(IF SOMEONE WATCHES WHO SPEAKS THIS LANGUAGE I'D APPRECIATE A NOTE WITH THE WORDS, THANKS)

bobby nods.



Burris, "What now, you're my shrink? LAUGHS. You know what I'm going to do? I'm going to use this session. I'll credit you when I bet my rap on an insanity plea.








"I want to just show you."



The TV plays the original interview of Burris confessing as a child


"And these pictures of you have,"


"... as an young noble with your mother."




"And that's your brother there, guess he wasn't part of it."


Burris, "Part of what?"


"The delusion you and your mother shared,"


"Which was more painful?"


"Her death or his betrayal."



"Uh...uh...I...I don't...I don't distinguish between...between them.





"You remember killing her, right?"


BOBBY RESTARTS THE TELEVISION AND PLAYS ANOTHER CLIP.


"Excellent attention to detail."


"Now you were barefoot?"





"Don't remember."


"No, it just you said that you feet were cold so you must've been barefoot."



"It's history, I mean, so who...who cares."


"Picture here, the heater now its plugged in above her so you would have to walk through the water to reach the heater."



"What...what's this about? What...I...I...I admitted to killing her, right. I did."


"If you walked across the water and touched the heater. . ."


"You'd be dead or gotten severely shocked."


"I don't think that you touched the heater.


"I think that that's your brother's lie."


"I think that you thought about it, watching your mother in the bath for hours everyday just,"


"...throw the heater in the tub but you didn't do it."



Burris, "No."










Burris, "She flew into a rage, becsuse she wanted to put Anthony into the shower to wipe away the places that she burned waving her arms hit the cord."


"And then you paid for it."


"And when he came back you were gonna pay for it again."



"No, no...An..Anthony was...was a part of something I no longer wanted to be, okay. That's why I avoided him."


"So you don't think he got back into your life to destroy what you'd become?"



Burris, "Listen, your little psycho chatter/babble isn't working, okay?"



Burris, "Anthony was a failure. He was tyranny of the weak. And I didn't kill him."




Bobby nods.






"Well,"





"So that's what he's become--tyranny of the weak? Isn't he all you had......in the world?"


"When the two of you were little boys,"


"...comforting each other from that nightmare of a mother.


"Photos, I think you're teaching him how to swim. He trusts you."


"Did he still trust you like that?"


"You know it wouldn't be fair,"


"If I didn't show you this."



Burris, "His autopsy report?"


"You should read it."


"He only had a few months,"


"I don't think that Anthony came back to destroy your life."


"I think he came back for atonement."


"What he done to you. If you look at the photo,"


"He's reaching out for you, he trusts you, loved you. I...I...I think that's why he came back. To ask for forgiveness."









Burris, "He loved me."


"And did you feel that before you..."



Burris, "Yes."













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