BASRIC

I'm alive and back.

2011-01-05T19:35:00.003+10:30

I have finally settled down into what will now be my normal life. Paid off the flooded house. Once it clears the clerk's office we will sell it to the contractor. Got a check for the difference on the insurance of $52, 0000. That's what we paid down. Have been paying for 15 years. Will be lucky not to have to pay the contractor to take it.

Have reached a livable relationship with husband. He goes his way I go mine. He has his room I have mine. When we meet in the middle we are cordial...no sniping. Never believed myself to ever be in this position. ::shrug::

The Criminal Intent sites seem to be shutting down. I myself have had little time for Vincent.

I finally watched their last episode--pissed me off. Now how will they bring them back and be realistic? Do they even care? We never saw Ross' body--wouldn't even let Liz examine or see him. Will they bring him back--he wasn't killed...witness protection or some such crap.

Watched the movies of Vincent. (Spoilers)

THE NARROWS I absolutely loved. He was wonderful.

BROOKLYN'S FINEST dead in first three minutes--only decent acting in the movie though Gere showed some of his skill at the end, I thought Hawke was horrible.

THE NEW TENANTS. I'm sorry I hated this Indie short. Guess I am not Avant garde enough.

STATEN ISLAND I loved him in this. I hated the ending. Now who's gonna take care of his mama.

Watching google alerts over the months I found two photos of the handsome guy that made me just want to eat him up

TO JOANN

2010-09-07T08:51:00.001+09:30

I know I sent you an answer to your e-mail. But I wanted to publicly thank you for the wonderful surprise in my mail of the DVD 'Naked Tango'. It had been a worse week than usual and husband bigger ass than usual.

You will NEVER know how much it meant to me that you did this, even being sneaky and getting my snail mail from my daughter.

To the world, Joanne Wolfe is a sweetheart and has reserved special place in heaven for herself.

HUGS

Barbra

AT LEAST I'M ALIVE...REALLY????????

2010-08-27T06:51:00.004+09:30

WELL, I DON'T LIKE WHINING ON MY JOURNAL BUT SOMETIMES YOU'VE JUST GOT TO VENT. 2010 AS A YEAR HAS SUCKED AND IS NOT GETTING ANY BETTER.

Let's review--time in Haiti...found out husband who I thought of as my prince harming was fucking someone who was once my best friend--since the beginning of our marriage for twenty years.. He says he ended it while I was in Chili but she still calls his cell and emails him.

House flooded 8 feet of water we were raised six feet so two feet in the house--black sewage water so everything touched was lost...my great grandmother dining room set hand made 200 years no screws.--table chair buffet and china cabinet ,a 100 year old roll top desk. and so on and so forth and I had $100,000 ACV insurance for fire or theft and nothing for flood. Being on 100 year flood plane and not flooding in 200 years and controlled now by a dam I felt confident. how could I know they screwed up so four feet of water swept over the dam and they had to open the gates and release five more to prevent the dam from cracking. ANYWAY

Water down we go in, I fell through the dining room floor an break three disks--I've three more new titanium decorating my spine. Rehab is slow...my daughter's helps a lot.

My hubby got us an apartment with F.E.M.A.'S help that id very nice. He used the money from my and Lauren's vehicles to buy furniture. F.E.M.A gave us a grant of $6400 to replace $000,000 of furniture.

While ripping out the floors the contractor found--wait for it----termites still eating to support beams. Even a flood didn't drown the little bastards they are still eating or were before the contractor had them treated.

LET ME NOTE HERE THAT I WAS UNDER THE IMPRESSION WE HAD TERMITE PROTECTION AND COVERAGE FROM ORKIN, BUT HE QUIT PAYING IT 12 YEARS AGO AND NEVER TOLD ME. I never saw swarms so it is back enough that the main support beam is mostly gone and many of the joists. On a 9000 square foot house that is going to have to be jacked up and new beams put in--well insurance doesn't cover it and the contractor hasn't given us a figure to replace. FUCK.

Personally I sit, unable to walk on my own and am trapped. I refused to go back to the marriage counselor after she put the blame on me for my husband's affair--I should give him whatever he needs whether I enjoy it or not. Basically I told her to go fuck herself. I sometimes sit in the living room with him beside me and I feel the hatred building inside me. I've never hated anyone before, now I have two. Not that he isn't charming at times, but he can be a bastard too. Separated bedrooms and I lock my door at night. My friends and family all tell me he loves me and I should forgive and forget, but how do you forget s 20 year betrayal.

I am depressed taking Cymbalta and Clonzepam. Have Rehab three times a week. Home health nurse once a week. Filed for SS disability--was approved. Will start getting a check in November. $1200 a month. I used to make that or more a week. **sigh**

MADE ME SEE A PSYCHIATRIST. HE SAID WITH MOST NURSES LIKE ME THE CAREGIVER IS NOW HAVING TO BE CARED FOR LED TO LOT OF SUICIDES. Well I admit I have made several plans to do it but it is the cowards way out and I tell myself things happen for a reason. Maybe I should try to fix my marriage and I would never do that to my daughter.

They did just finish putting a new roof on my house. A lighter color to reflect light. Very nice.

You have all been very supportive and understanding. I thank you for that. Love to you all and peace in you life.

This too will pass, I'm told. BREATHE.

They saved many of my DVDs but many were lost. My sexiest VINCENT movies are lost maybe not to be replaced. NAKED TANGO, HOTEL PARADISE AND DESIRE the others I found on Amazon. The biggest problem being they're European made and I had someone bootleg them for me that is no longer possible. You wonder why I am depressed.

BARBRA

And Val thanks for writing me, I just wasn't where I could internet privately, then it was so long and I just could not muster up the energy to write anyone.

2010-05-09T08:10:00.000+09:30

CRUISING YOU TUBE FOUND UNDER HENDERSONVILLE FLOOD & LOOSING FOUND a PICTURE OF MY DAUGHTER'S LITTLE TRUCK IN THE DRIVE WAY. Water crested just over her top. ALLSTATE AGENT CAME IN TOTALED HER TRUCK AND MY SEBRING CONVERTIBLE.

MY TEAK PATIO TABLE chairs and TWO CHAISE lounges and a fire pit. Not in the neighborhood probably AT THE base of the dam.

FELL YESTERDAY CRUSHED TWO DISKS NOW SITTING IN WHEELCHAIR. HUSBAND'S TAKEN CHARGE. SENDING ME AND THE BIRD TO MY SISTERS. WITH MUCH ARGUING FROM ME.

I've worked twenty years to surround myself with a home I LOVE and things for comfort. now all gone. No content protection. HAVE FILED DISASTER RELIEF FROM F.E.M.A.

ADJUSTER COMES FOR-HOUSE TOMORROW. WE WILL SEE. TINA COMES FOR ME SUNDAY.

HOPE YOUR LIVES ARE FARING BETTER.

DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME--I CAN MOVE MY FEET AND THERE'S LITTLE PAIN.

ONE GOOD THING SOLID WOOD CAN BE SANDED AND RE-STAINED.

LOVE TO YOU ALL.MISS ME????

FLOOD WHAT NEXT?????????????????????????

2010-05-04T17:47:00.004+09:30

AND THE HITS JUST KEEP ON COMING.

2010 HAS NOT BEEN GOOD TO ME. AFTER THREE DAYS OF HARD RAIN OUR 100 YEAR FLOOD PLAIN, WHICH HAS NOT FLOODED IN 209 YEARS DID,

I GOT UP WENT OUT BACK TO CHECK MY NEW TREES I PLANTED IN POTS FOR ARBOR DAY. THE CREEK AT THE BACK OF OUR PROPERTY ACREAGE, 1 ACRE FROM THE HOUSE WAS RUNNING HIGH, WENT INSIDE TO MAKE TEA. BAM BAM BAM, AT THE DOOR--FIREMAN SAID WE HAD 5 MINUTES TO GET OUT. DAM HAD OVER-FLOODED BY 7 FEET, I HAVE 4 STEPS TO THE PORCH. WATER WAS ON THE PORCH. HUSBAND BARELY GOT HIS BIG GMC TRUCK OUT AND UP THE HILL TWO BLOCKS, WHILE DAUGHTER AND I GRABBED THE BIRD AND STUFFED SOME CLOTHES IN A BAG--SHE REMEMBERED HER COMPUTER. A FIREMAN CARRIED ME THROUGH FOUR FEET OF WATER THROUGH THUNDERING RAIN. THE CUMBERLAND RIVER IN NASHVILLE WENT FROM 25 FEET TO 51 LAST NIGHT. STILL HASN'T CRESTED.

WE HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO GET INTO OUR SUB-DIVISION DUE TO WATER 8 INCHES OVER THE ROAD.

WE'RE AT A HOTEL FOR NOW. FLOOD INSURANCE PAYS 80%. ALL ON REIMBURSEMENT.
WE ARE SCREWED.

ANYWAY THIS COULD TAKE 60 DAYS OR MORE. UNLESS WHERE WE SETTLE HAS WIRELESS I'LL BE OFFLINE TILL THEN, OR NY HOUSE IS GUTTED AND REBUILT.
:SIGH:

I WILL MISS YOUR BLOGS IF NO CONNECTION AT NEW WEEKLY HOTEL.

GOING TO START SALVAGING IN A FEW HOURS. CAN'T SLEEP.

SO IF NOTHING FROM ME FOR A WHILE. I'M ALIVE JUST WITHOUT INTERNET. LET YOU KNOW TOMORROW NIGHT.

I THINK I WAS CURSED BY A HAITIAN VOODOO WOMAN. BEEN ALL DOWNHILL SINCE.

HOME

2010-04-19T07:12:00.003+09:30

Home. Tired. Off to catch up on you. Hopefully no more natural disasters in 2010.

2010-04-03T12:19:00.002+10:30

Sorry for taking so long to update. Not a lot of time because I have been sleeping better in the lower temps.

Also I thought I had written but can't find where so if this is old news--apologize in advance.

My computer was assaulted when I walked away and left it alone and open By a foot long lizard. Ate my 'C' key and as I returned it turned with my space bar in its mouth. I screamed, it hissed and raised a black hood at me then took off with my key. So I have a rubber dot to push that sometimes works and maybe not.

They are sending a third of our team home--not me. We are moving from the beach tsunami area to a remote mountain village. We've been told there is no internet service available there so I will be completely out of touch. So please if I don't comment for two or three weeks don't worry or un-friend me. I promise to catch up as soon as I have service.

Hope you are all well, and I tell myself I could still be in Haiti--now during the rainy season like the other two trauma teams.

My daughter tells me the news talks of Haiti but not Chile probably because of political reasons. Even the new president resents us.

We have tremors nearly every day. Now major one lately just enough to stop your heart. MAYBE IT'LL BE EASIER IN THE mountains.

Gotta run. Take care of yourselves.

Thinking of you all

B.♥♥♥

FROM CHILE

2010-03-12T01:30:00.003+10:30

This may not get out as internet connection is sketchy at best. I have heard myself called a cold-hearted bitch since my attitude is not horrified by what we have in Chile. I can tell you what they don't have. Kids losing limbs with gangrene since it took three weeks to get them. All buildings demolished. Chile has an earthquake building code since we get them nearly everyday. They don't have dump trucks filled with the dead heading to mass graves. It's rough here. Today we move to the coast with the tsunami damages.

I was asked about any problems with my yellow fever vaccine--I had flu-like symptoms fever aching muscles and a hard knot at the injection site that is still there.

No word on how much longer here.

Got bit by a green lizard on my arm. Have to take antibiotics. Try to read your blogs when internet works.

All of you take care. Hope to be home soon. Pray for no serious earthquakes causing another tsunami since we'll be on the coast.

One good thing their bitch of a president doesn't want us here any longer than necessary maybe she'll send us home.

For LOCI Fans--our Bobby does love fire.

And Alex finds him amusing:

2010-03-04T17:00:00.002+10:30

Here I am in Santiago, Chile compared to Haiti its a resort. Lots of devastation and injured but big machinery already clearing and building being shored up, One hospital olasped the other is okay. Midnight at home 2 am right now just off shift so 12 hours before I go back sgain.
Thought I'd do triage. But Dr wright discovered I'd been a closer for Dr. Mac and since his has gotten pregnant I have been promoted (so they say)
Portable buildings set up. In surgery 6 hours after set up. Feet hurt.

Had to get the yellow fever booster as mine is up in three months to be safe. Still on the malaria pills for a week then can stop.

Told to watch out for lizards. Lots of lizards that bite not poisonous but can cause bad infections. Snakes. Not so many bugs. There are bugs but you don't breath them. Still mosquito netting to sleep with. Six nurses in my tent. We have guards at our door.

Temp is 53degress 80 during the day.

They are trying to open roads to the coast. Don't know yet if I'll be going there. Depends on Dr.Wright.

Oh we had an 'aftershock' as we debarked.--you call 5.5 aftershock I'll call it earthquake. Like rolling on a small ship in the sea. I just laid on the ground and hoped a fissure didn't open under me.

The president doesn't want us here but shs has no choice she is a bitch,

Flowers and creatures here including big cats, but more out in the mountains; though that's close by.

You're all in my thoughts before I go to sleep.

Take care If you put me in prayers or just good thoughts have it be about no ore aftershocks. Thank you.

2010-03-03T08:40:00.002+10:30

So my friends my life goes from worse to unknown. Because I am a member of USA Trauma Unit and we have been called up to go to Chile. I am now waiting at the Detroit airport for my connective flight to San Antonio. Trauma Team 2 & 3 went to Haiti. It doesn't count that I got permission to go with Dr. Msc and DWB For 8 weeks. If I refuse to go I lose my spot. I have been sick with a respiratory viral infection but its about gone. Well enough I passed the physical to go.

Have no idea what am going into. Know there are still strong aftershocks, looting and gangs. We have a military escort but not the one on one that DWB had. They are stricter about work hours--8 on 12 off eight on etc.

Think of me. Won't know what city I'm going to until briefed in San Antonio. My baby who is twenty cried. Husband shrugged. Friends want me to quit but I worked long and hard to get on the best trauma team in the US not giving it up. Anyway may be good thing. Time to think. Conditions will be better than Haiti.

Just please no bugs. Will try to keep in contact but don't worry about me. I will be thinking of all of you.

Hugs to you all.

Barbra♥♥♥

Home

2010-02-23T03:07:00.002+10:30

I am safe and sound at home. Glad to be home. This morning my boss' boss called me seems the Attending doctors over trauma had a bit of a tantrum at my treatment for my altruistic work.

He made me an offer to come back I could not refuse including a $2 an hour raise. Several new benefits. Will go in and sign the contract today. Yea me.

I have another week off to 'recuperate'.

On-the home front my daughter is happy to have me home. My husband is turning on the charm and the man oozes it anyway damn him. My problem is I still love him, but still separate bedrooms. I need time. Divorce is out of the question, I am NOT PAYING ALIMONY. The bitch had the nerve to call me and ask me to leave him. I believe my answer was 'Fuck you no wait my husband has been doing that.

Will now work on my internet things. let me know if i have missed your writings or anything in your life . My inquiring mind needs to know.

Missed you all.

BARBRA

GO TEAM USA(sorry my Canadian friends, I must remain true to my country. but I pull for you when the USA IS OUT OF IT.

Shaun White, Apollo Ohno and Evan Lysachek. They're my guys. And my ice dancers Davis & White.

9 NIGHTS TO GO

2010-02-10T09:32:00.003+10:30

Nine more nights to go then home to what? Haven't had much time to think about it. Usually just too damn tired.

The injured still keep coming though the clinic. many coming in with illnesses.

The health experts here are worried about a cholera outbreak as we have had several cases already. Had to send two nurses home that weren't vaccinated for it. Less and less staff as the Haitian disaster becomes old news. Plenty of supplies. Just not enough volunteers.

Not doing another stint though. Can't take it.

My day.

Go into work. On my feet 18 hours, at least do get an hour for lunch. Off then to the showers, Salt water to wash, clear to rinse. Spray body with bug spray. Get another nurse to spray back. Must be covered head to toe. Try to sleep. Sometimes can sometimes takes a while and I internet till exhaustion overtakes me. Get up and go eat. Have lost 15 pounds I didn't need to loose. Can see indentations between my ribs. I'd rather it come off my breasts but I never loose it there. My back would appreciate it though. Keep losing I may get down to that "perfect 24 inch" waistline. Which at six feet is too small,

Daughter says they had snow last night again. Its been several years since we have had any snow so we do while I'm out of country. Usually just cold.

Then I try to net again. Right now I am suppose to be sleeping. Am off until tomorrow at 3 am. Its a balmy 84 degrees right now. Dark. Humid. Sound of buzzing bugs outside my mosquito net.

They say violence is breaking out more and more throughout the city. Haven't been around any of that....yet, and I have Nick and he is armed and knows how to use all those weapons he carries on himself. Automatic and knife visible. Plus he tells me his body is a lethal weapon and having seen him in his T-shirt and seen the steel bulges in his arms I believe it.

Smell of death still clings to everything. And the BUGS never go away. No wonder there is so much disease. The whole country needs to be sprayed.

Trying to get to everyone's blog when since I can't sleep and don't like taking sleeping pill but in another hour I will or will be too tired and dangerous in the OR.

No praise, my friends...yeah yeah I am wonderful yada yada yada, send me normal tell me of your day.

Oh, and if you dare to be brave enough to walk around outside without a mask--little tiny black gnats try to fly up your nose. I HATE HATE HATE BUGS.

Barbra♥♥♥

2010-02-06T19:57:00.004+10:30

Worked last night. 18 hours on my feet in surgery, And still they come. If you have LiveJournal account my drama for the night is there I don't have the energy to re-write it. The link is on this page. Am awake after four hours of see because so hot. will go back to work at 8 tonight. BUGS BUGS BUGS> I am beginning to develop a phobias to them. Flying crawling hopping inching buzzing. Insert SCREAM LOUD HERE.

Miss reading your blogs will take time now to go since can't sleep if satellite holds up. Hope all of you are well. Only 13 more shifts to go then I am outta here. No amount of money, or begging will keep me. Family already up in arms for my second sign up but I couldn't let Dr. MaC down. He wants me to come to Yemen with him, due to the drought. He is already committed, but I'd end up divorced.

Children are grown. My husband has proven himself unfaithful quite a blow to find it out during all of this. Twenty years OF faithfulness, I feel like a fool. Divorce is out of the question since his parents are in their 80s and bad health. I love his Mom as if she were my own so I am stuck. So not having a good time here and nothing to go back to but broken dreams. Hell I might let one of the doctors talk me into staying or maybe go to Yemen. I just can't seem to care.

But this is my Vincent site not my crying site so sorry, I have to go through and catch up on all the goings on.

Miss you all and love your comments on the home front--normal, I crave normal. Think I'll go see a voodoo priestess. Buy some charms today. Maybe make his penis fall off. Since I won't be using it.

2010-02-01T23:12:00.003+10:30

Rain.
Heat.
Tired.
Still smell of death I imagine will linger for years.

Have lost 15 pounds in two weeks, ten I didn't need to lose. Can see the indentation in my ribs. SIGH.

Good news get three days off before starting second two weeks. My marine arranged water transportation to Jamaica a cabana with hot tub and private beach. Hot water and room service and hopefully NO BUGS.

Leaving this afternoon. Back in Haiti on Thursday morning then back to work and then home 19th.

miss you all. Love to you and yours. take care.

B♥♥♥

DAY 17

2010-01-30T17:35:00.004+10:30

17 DAYS.

HOT HUMID SOME MISTY RAIN.

bugs.
DEATH

GANGRENE
AMPUTATIONS
LITTLE SLEEP
TERRIBLE FOOD
WHY DID I SIGN UP FOR ANOTHER TWO WEEKS? OH YEAH. DR. MAC. NEEDS ME.

WILL MISS VALENTINES DAY, SIGH.

VISITED THE MASS GRAVES TODAY. WAS HORRIBLE,.

CANT SLEEP FOR HEAT. SURGERY IN AIRLESS BUILDINGS. NO FANS DUE TO BACTERIA SPREAD. THEY'RE WORKING ON ELECTRICITY STRONG ENOUGH FOR AIR CONDITIONING UNITS. FAT CHANCE.

Ocean's beautiful.

A snake in my tent beautiful Rose Python. No poisonous snakes on the island. No large animals. Except crazy men who riot around the UN food distribution trucks knocking children and women and pregnant women down, and even jerking it out of their hands when the soldiers give it to them. They can't follow them home.

Now we are hearing about the slave trade opening to sell children and young girls to US citizens. Shameful.

Still never-ending line of people to the clinic/hospital more always coming. The death dump trucks are full every evening too. Mass graves are an abomination.

Miss YOU ALL. SATELLITE IS IN AND OUT SO CHOPPY ON-LINE.

HUGS TO YOU ALL. COMMENT AND GIVE ME SOME NORMAL--DON'T TELL ME HOW WONDERFUL I AM OR MY SACRIFICE YADA YADA, I'M DOING JOB. TELL ME ABOUT HOW YOU ARE AND GIVE ME NORMAL IN THE COMMENTS. I DON'T HAVE TIME TO SCROLL THE BLOGS. WILL CATCH UP WHEN HOME.

94 DEGREES HERE, 25 AT HOME GOING TO GET 10 INCHES OF SNOW MY DAUGHTER TELLS ME. THAT WILL BRING NASHIVLLE TO A GRINDING HALT. THOSE PEOPLE BARELY HANDLE RAIN.

DAY THREE

2010-01-22T12:54:00.001+10:30

Hello my friends.

Was off during the day. About to go in for an 18 hour surgical shift.

Today I couldn't sleep. Too damn hot. Volunteered my marine and myself to drive to the airport and pickup supplies. He's not very happy with me right now. Says I need to rest. But who can rest with so much suffering.

A group went out to the mass grave sites to pray over them. I didn't go. I do not wish to carry that imagine of bodies dumped into a mass grave with me.

We drove and sat at the beach for awhile. Beautiful waters. So much political unrest and corruption. They could have cleaned up the waters, stop dumping human waste there and all sewage and built a resort and made a fortune instead of most of the population living in abject poverty.

I heard one doctor say they are still finding children alive because they are used to going without food and water for days.

They had some beautiful fruit on stands we passed walking today, but we aren't allowed to buy or eat. They are a big health risk for us.

Dr. Mac was out and about this afternoon, too. It's hard to sleep during the day.

He's an ortho GOD. They call him the fixer because he does magic. Especially with backs and I speak from experience.

Here though due to serious infections out of forty patients 15 get amputations. He cuts. I stitch the flap over the bone and muscle and wrap it. Write the orders for care for the other nurses. Mac signs them. The worst is the children. They are so brave. I hate peds. Never work at home. No choice here.

Dr. Mac offered me a permanent spot on his team again. I can't though. I'd have to get a divorce for certain. Or he'd just kill me.

Most assignments are not this bad. This is the worst I've ever done with victims. 9/11 was bad, but in a different way.

Got to get ready for work.

By the way did I mention I hate bugs! ESPECIALLY GIANT FLIES.

♥♥♥

DAY ONE

2010-01-20T14:46:00.002+10:30

It's hot 94 degrees and humid.

I have my very own marine, Nick. He never leaves my side. He locks my stuff in his footlocker and I let him use my computer to write home. He gets the battery charged.

I share a tent with two other P.A.s(physicians assistant) and their guards.

I shall not express the horrors here. You don't eon't details.

The President of the country let us in with the US FORCE. People cheered the Americans. The Doctors Without Borders (DWB) had a clinic here that was destroyed. Tents are up and we are reorganizing,

Israel has a good handle on things, but They are all trained in guerrilla warfare. Us weaklings need marine protection.

Bugs so many damn bugs. Ever seen a horsefly--double that and they bite. Another one will lay eggs under your skin. So its long sleeves under scrubs.

We can't go down to the ocean and swim to cool off because the waters are filled with parasites.

I look around. I believe in God, I do. I just think he created man and ran off to some other universe planning to come back in 5000 or so years to check on what we have done.

They say conditions here were abysmal on TV. Guess what? It was before the quake.

Going to try an lay on my cot under my netting to sleep three hours.

I am well, just tired. Take care of yourselves.

I miss my 32 degree weather.

Off to Haiti

2010-01-19T03:51:00.000+10:30

Woke this morning to a 240 pound 6'5" male atop me. opened my eyes as he pressed his nose against mine and looked into my eyes. "iF YOU GET HURT OR CATCH SOME FATAL DISEASE. I am going to beat you when you get home.

Very funny. That is his way of saying he loves me, take care of myself and he is proud of me. He has decided he will drive me to San Antonio today so we can have some time together alone with outside interferences before I go. He is concerned because typhoid and cholera have reared their ugly head in Haiti. But my shots are up to date.

I talked to Dr. Mac and now I know why he wanted me. His P.A. (Physicians Asst) refused to go and he needs a closer. That means he operates, I close. I thought I was doing triage--oh well. I still would haven't been able to refuse.

The news reports makes it sound like the U.S. is keeping the doctors and supplies out when the President of Haiti is the one who has refused to let the U.S. drop a military force--afraid of losing power???? So the U.S. wouldn't let anyone in without protection (Except those doctors & nurses from Florida who got in as soon as it happened and have suffered for it. IT has been very dangerous for them--that hasn't been reported.

True the violent looters don't have guns, yet. But I have seen what a machete can do to someone.

When planes set down they were being attacked before the could unload so they sent helicopters and dumped the water and food.

Things finally have gotten so bad now the president of Haiti has changed his tune and is blaming the U.S. for lack of aid.

Looks like I will be going in Tuesday with the Doctors without Borders and their crew along with military support.

Taking sunscreen, lots of bug repellent and long sleeve shirts to protect my arms from bugs along with my scrubs. I will drop a line each day if I can.

No comments please unless you have a question. I just won't have time to read them.

Keep you all close in my heart and hope your lives run smooth while I am gone (and when I am back). Those of you who write, keep writing.

Signed up for two weeks. But if Mac stays so will I.

Love to you all

B♥♥♥

LO:C IFAMILY VALUES BOBBY'S ARIA

2010-01-18T16:23:00.000+10:30

DISCLAIMER: ALL BELONGS TO WOLF PRODUCTIONS. NO Monetary GAIN BY ME.

I finally finished Family Values. This is Bobby's aria, I think the best of a lousy season. Bobby manipulating the bad guy.

≡≡is Bobby's dialog...Paul's is noted " "

Dialog precede caps:

Lots of Bobby--Enjoy

LOCI LOCI LOCI LOCI LOCI LOCI LOCI LOCI LOCI LOCI LOCI LOCI LOCI

SCENE 32......INSIDE FARMHOUSE

Paul, "I believe by law I'm entitled to a book of scripture."

≡≡Oh yeah?

≡≡And what chapter would you use to comfort you?

Paul, "Uh... several in pain I feel at not being able to take my own
life."

≡≡Stand here.

≡≡That's funny. I don't remember there being a scripture that,

≡≡......endorses suicide.

Paul, "Interpretation comes only through absolute faith."

≡≡Such assurance.

≡≡Even Abraham had moments of doubt.

Paul, "He raised a knife over his son as God commanded.

≡That's when...God saw Abraham's...agony and he stopped him.

≡≡You......you used...a hammer

≡≡...a knife...a gun...a bomb,,,

≡≡nothing stopped you.

Paul, "God's will was clear.

≡≡Clear?

≡≡God was merciful with Abraham's son,

≡≡but showed no mercy in your case.

Paul, "I don't question the voice of God."

≡≡Why is Kathy still alive.

≡≡when all the others were sacrificed?

Paul, "You don't know that she's alive."

≡≡Now I do.

Paul, "It's so obvious what you're doing. I won't hear anymore of
this."

≡≡God commanded Abraham to show his devotion by killing his only son

≡≡who he loved most,

≡≡But the one you loved most is still alive.

≡≡What did God say? "Kill all the others......"

≡≡"spare her"?

Paul, "You won't trick me."

≡≡You're already tricked.

≡≡AND...

≡≡Deceived.

≡≡Kathy's sweetness...

≡≡You know the glow in her eyes...

≡≡Soft young flesh...that warmth you feel when you hold her tight.

≡≡You know, that voice that speaks those words is that the same voice
that told you to spare her life?

Paul, "I won't hear this."

≡≡You know in your heart that......

≡≡that's not God's voice.

≡≡That's the trickster.

≡≡The tempter...the master of all deception.

≡≡You know who I am talkin' about, Paul.

≡≡You know what his name is...

Paul, "What?"

≡≡I'm sayin' you don't serve God, you serve him.

≡≡Say his name......come on say it......Does it terrify you?

Paul, "ENOUGH! I am the shepherd who leads them to the eternal
waters."

≡≡You deliver death.

≡≡You serve the deceiver.

Paul, "NO! I saw her on that stage and he commanded me."

≡≡The deceiver sees your desire.

≡≡He commands you.

Paul, "Don't say such filth."

≡≡Okay. A drama school teacher?

≡≡Did she ever touch your daughter?

≡≡Did she ever want to touch your daughter?

Paul, "She's dead. I ended all of them."

≡≡Why is that?

≡≡Is that because when you saw her on stage you were aroused?

≡≡You felt that vileness inside you.

≡≡You were aroused by your daughter so everyone is aroused.

≡≡You see the tempter sees that in you, he seized on your weakness.

≡≡And you obeyed him.

≡≡Just say his name.

≡≡Say his name, Paul.

≡≡SAY IT!

≡≡SAY HIS NAME!

≡≡COME HERE!

≡≡Whose servant are you?

≡≡If there is a God...

Paul, "There is a God and I acted on his will alone."

≡≡If you are God's servant,

≡≡then how can you kill the people that you love?

Paul, "My faith passed down from generations of those who have
served God, will not be undone by you."

Bobby pauses...takes a deep breath.

≡≡Passed down by them.

≡≡Your Dutch ancestors.

≡≡And this?

Paul, "A stone-rubbing of the gravestone of my great-great-grandfather."

≡≡Yes, stone-rubbing; Cathy made this one.

≡≡She told me about it.

Paul, "What?"

≡≡Yeah......you taught her family history.

≡≡Showed her how to make stone-rubbings of the family graves.

≡≡In fact, she told me about it today.

Paul, "That's impossible. She's told you nothing.

≡≡How could I know?

≡≡When we were with her and her hands were bound behind her...

≡≡she drew in the dirt a coffin and a cross. She meant a cemetery.

≡≡And she took a stone and she pushed it against a boulder.

≡≡She made a mark

≡≡A stone rubbing......See.

≡≡She was calling out to us. See she wants to live.

≡≡God wants her...to live.

Paul, "She wants to be with me."

≡≡She can't be with you!

≡≡She serves God.

≡≡Are you still blind to God's will? Don't you see what's happening?

≡≡Can't you see?

≡≡It's just like with Abraham...

≡≡You see God......stopped Abraham from killing his son...

≡≡That's what's happening right now.

≡≡It's God's hand...stopping you...

≡≡Kathy prayed to God and God answered.

≡≡Don't you want to serve God?

Paul, "Uh, um...yes, I only want to serve God.

≡≡So then tell me where she is, Paul, while there's still time.

≡≡Tell me,Paul. Help God answer Kathy's prayers.

Paul, "Uh...I see at I...I have served evil.

≡≡Break that servitude and put your God before all others.

≡≡tell me where Kathy is.

Paul sobbing, "Morrelltown.

Heigh ho Heigh Ho Its off I GO

2010-01-16T13:27:00.002+10:30

So all the guilt was for naught. The doctor requests me because I have battlefield triage experience. We've worked together many times before. I'm a sucker for Dr. Mac, he knows I can't say no to him.

Got this today.

CRISIS STAFFING FOR DISASTER RELIEF EFFORT IN HAITI

DWB is now pre-staffing for an earthquake disaster relief effort on the island of Haiti. Any active licensed Registered Nurses from Trauma Units Team Two and Team One are needed for alternative, low acuity medical sites. Possible deployment order could happen at any time.

Details of this assignment include:

· Crisis pay rates of $60/hour straight time, $90/hour overtime

· 18-hour shifts, minimum 2-week commitment

· All RNs must have a valid United States passport for this assignment

· Any state licensure will be accepted

· Must have current CPR or BLS

· Availability must be immediate, travel required within 24-hours notice

· Base camp environment: expect tent living with MRE meals provided

Military guard one: one provided

· Department of Health & Human Services to provide military transport out of San Antonio

Barbra, Dr. Mac requested you with his first responders. As you know it is not required so I leave that up to you. Have already spoken with Paul at Vandy and secured your leave if you choose to accept.
Can have you on a flight to San Antonio Tuesday morning. Deployment is still unknown. Understand if you choose to wait and see if they need the 2nd or your regular team, but had to ask since he asked specifically for you.

Call me at home.

Hey, look at it this way its a great way to loose those five pounds I gained over the holidays. I will take my laptop and my sister has offered me her AT&T satellite chip,or plug-in or whatever it is. Just have to find ways to charge my battery. That's where staying on the good side of my military guard will come in. Leaving for Texas on Tuesday. Everyone take care. I will try to keep in touch when I can. If I survive this experience I may end up divorced. Husband is NOT HAPPY.

Anyway I still have the weekend.

2010-01-15T17:46:00.005+10:30

Latest gossip from the world of my insider in NBC. It looks like Zucker is on the way out. Big changes in their upper management, and with the farce of late night and Leno and more bad press. NBC is now hurting for shows much less advertisers. So they have gone to Wolf to create, I'm sure you have all heard, L&O Los Angeles. Wolf has tentatively agreed IF the mothership is renewed and LO:CI is brought back to NBC with the hero Jeff Goldblum at the helm.

Vincent's said he is happy to be free to do all the thing he was been unable to do while filming a TV series. And I AM happy for him. But I have gone back to working Sundays because why bother. LO:CI without him is not LO:CI AT ALL:(

2010-01-13T16:26:00.001+10:30

Disclaimer, Not mine. not for profit no copyright infringement intended. For enjoyment only.

New change Dialog: ══Alex, ≡≡Bobby, ──Ross
" " all others

Dialog Precedes Caps.

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SCENE 32......FARM

══They searched the house, the barns, the out buildings, abandoned well.
Nothing.

──The surrounding woods?

──Local police called in civilian volunteers.

≡≡Captain?

≡≡These electrical ties...

≡≡He used them to bind her.

══We don't think she was killed here

══No blood,no sign of a struggle.

──She wasn't in the truck when he was taken so it doesn't look good.

──CSU says no blood was founds in the truck.

──Maybe he strangled her?

≡≡It's too personal.

≡≡If this is where he did the actual binding.

≡≡Arms behind the back...

≡≡shoved her down...legs were apart...

≡≡Now when he pulled them together tobind them...

≡≡I think she dug her heels down deliberately.

──Not exactly a breadcrumb trail.

≡≡Yeah. And this with her hands...

≡≡to back here, she drew this with her fingers.

──Looks like, uh...a box with a cross jutting out of a box. What is it?

≡≡You tell us.

──You're thinking the box is a coffin. The cross means a cemetery?

══We have State Troopers searching every cemetery in a fifty mile radius...Nothing.

≡≡And this stone while he was getting ready to throw her into the truck.

≡≡She rubbed this against this boulder here.

≡≡Makes this mark.

──It's nothing we can read.

≡≡She had to have a reason for doing it.

──Okay it's now, what? in the mid forties...

──It's going to be in the low thirties by midnight...

──If she's outside...

══Exposure will kill her before dawn.

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The last few caps are showing Bobby--the man with a mission. Still working on his aria.

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2010-01-01T10:46:00.003+10:30

Happy New Year to all. May you have a safe Eve and may we all be blessed with more photographs of Vincent out and about in the new year.

Blessing to the man and his family.

SEASON NEXT?

2009-12-27T11:49:00.002+10:30

These shots give me hope that Eames survives. But makes me sad Ross does not.

This first one Bobby & Alex walking away from the scene of the crime?

and this one of them going through Ross' office.

However, It makes me wonder what was so bad that would force them both to quit? A coverup? but not enough for Nichols to quit who was Ross' old partner and his friend?

And if it is Ross please don't let it be Liz as the ME on call.

2009-12-26T06:48:00.001+10:30

Merry Christmasand a peacdeful New Year

And for those who do not celebrate Chrtmas my whatever your Holidays bring be joyful.

2009-12-19T15:05:00.004+10:30

Disclaimer:Not mine-words nor caps. No $$$$ made by me. From Family Values.

I am having a party tomorrow so I am having to give you something I previously capped over on LJ. ≡≡Bobby, ══Alex...Dialog precedes Caps. Click on cap to enlarge

≡≡Mr. Devildis?

Paul, "Oh...yes, Detectives?"

Paul slides a package into the car and shuts the door

Paul, "Uh...any developments?"

≡≡We're just gathering information.

══We're talkin' to people whose children were in the play CYRANO?

Paul, "Oh yeah, my daughter, Kathy, played the lead but I don't see that. . ."

Cathy, "Dad?"

Paul, "Uh...Kathy...yeah, come meet......"

Paul, "Detectives Eames and Goren."

Kathy, "Yeah, I saw you at school."

≡≡Yeah, you're in Vilma's class.

≡≡Do you enjoy drama?

Kathy, "Well, I wanna study acting in college."

≡≡Do you have a problem with that?

Paul, "Is there a reason for asking that?"

≡≡Well, we were reading the parental consent forms for the drama class...

≡≡most of the forms were signed by both parents...

≡≡but Kathy's was only signed by her mom.

Paul, "Yes, I did have some resistance."

Paul, "You know Kathy's daddy's little girl and its hard to imagine her
not ten years younger than she actually is."

Kathy, "Unfortunately."

Paul, "Oh, I've come around haven't I."

══You saw her in CYRANO then?

Paul, "You askin' me where I was the night that Joe and Millie were
murdered?

Kathy, "DAD!"

Paul, "What? Honey, it's okay. The cops got to check up on everybody.
Isn't that right?"

≡≡Sure.

══It's routine.

Paul, "Yes, of course I saw the play. Kathy, how many curtain calls?"

Kathy, "......three."

Paul, "Does that answer it?"

Paul, "If you'll excuse me, I have an errand..."

Paul, "And then we'll be attending Joe and Millie's memorial services."

Kathy, "Okay. I'm going to go and walk the dog."

Paul, "Okay. See you later OPENS HIS CAR DOOR

≡≡They were having financial hardships...

≡≡on the verge of losing their house.

≡≡But I...I,I guess you knew that......right?

Paul, "I wouldn't have let that happen."

≡≡You no longer have your job at the bank...

≡≡So how would you help......them?

Paul, "They're family. I would have found a way."

≡≡I see.

≡≡Well he lied.

══About the play?

≡≡And no father forgets his daughter's curtain calls.

≡≡I also think he lied about the Stedmans.

≡≡You know, this offer for help...

≡≡he couldn't fulfill.

Though I don't care for the short hair cut I love seeing Bobby bundled up this way. Can you not just imagine him coming home to you dressed like this all frosty and needing to be warmed up. Imagine the fun of unwrapping him like a Christmas present and warming him up.

FAMILY VALUES--A DAY AT THE OFFICE

2009-12-11T12:21:00.003+10:30

Disclaimer: Scripted and Capped for entertainment only. No $ made. All belongs to Mr. Wolf. Only took them out to play, will be home for dinner.

DIALOG: ≡≡bobby ══Alex

A day at the office from FAMILY VALUES

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SCENE 21.....MCS

══I just spoke with the bank that holds the loan on Joe and Millie Stedman's
house.

≡≡Let me guess, they needed that money from the basketball pool.

══No! It wouldn't help. Their payments had doubled.

══The bank holding the loan is the same bank where Paul Devildis worked.

≡≡Well that explains why they could ask for help.

══Except Paul was fired five months ago.

≡So Paul Devildis...

≡≡looks like he was feeling pressure...

≡≡from more than one place...

≡≡this is the consent letter to allow Cathy to go to drama class.

══We should pay them a visit.

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2009-12-10T08:07:00.006+10:30

First thanks for all your condolences. They are much appreciated.

To business.

SOI bury myself in Bobby. I am busy capping and writing the dialog for 'Family Values' one of the few decent episodes from last season. Though I am not crazy about Bobby's hair cut.

There is a lot more of the guest stars and less of our detectives. Ross tells Bobby to notify the FBI and get a profile when he's got his own profiler in Bobby??? And Bobby has proven himself to Ross by now.

But the kicker is this upwards shot of a crane--see the camera glare. I knew they gave them newbies for writers but green camera crews too? Even as an amateur photographer, I know to use filters on shots like these. SIGH. A couple of years ago this would have never made it through editing. I think Vincent saw the handwriting on the wall when Goldblum was brought on board and just accepted it. Once his fingerprints were on everything. ALL FIRST CLASS shows. Last season I think he showed up and did his job and went on to line up his projects for 2010.

I still hope someone out there with gypsy blood puts the falling off genitals curse on TPTB at USA and NBC. Maybe if the merger goes through Comcast will come in and straighten out NBC by first cleaning house.

Anyway instead of the construction site I thought I would give you the MCS with Ross.
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SCENE 17.....MCS

──Three killings in two days.

══The tabloids have already labeled him a serial killer.

──There may be no reason to argue that. Make sure everything gets to the FBI for
possible profiling.

≡≡Well, we'll send it but, there's a muck...

══Paul and Mary Devildis...the sister and brother-in-law who came to identify Millie Stedman, their daughter was in the play. They put Millie and Joe on the list to receive a flyer.

≡≡It's probably just a family connection but we'll take a closer look at them.

──Anything from cross checks on the victims phone records?

══Still underway. The names of anyone who called both victims will go in VICAP.

≡≡I don't expect much from VICAP. There were no hits in latent prints from either crime scene.

≡≡I...I...I'm pretty sure certain that we're dealin' with a first time offender.

──All right then, our only linkage. How many of these went out?

══There were one hundred and sixteen names on the list, but people could have handed them out to anyone.

──No robbery, no sexual component. People have been killed over school beauty pageants, soccer...

──little league.

──Maybe it originates from the drama class.

BACK

2009-12-05T14:03:00.003+10:30

So I just got home three hours ago. Just realized I forgot to note here that Mom took a very bad turn. Left three weeks ago, Lost her on 6:30 am on the 29th. Memorial, cremation...trying to support my family--sisters and nieces. Am so glad to be home and back in the fold. Cleaned up my email only to have several people write me about how they were letting blogs go dedicated to Vincent/Bobby since he was going now.

Angered and frustrated me. Wrote them all back that they were apparently NOT BlogSpot Vincent bloggers.

Missed you all. Have already visited the "FAITHFUL" and had Season Four AND The Narrows waiting for me.

Rage

2009-11-02T05:36:00.004+10:30

Okay, so now I have seen something else to be pissed about. A USA commercial showing the "heroes" that protect us showing their characters taking down bad guys-from White collar, In Plain Sight, Burn Notice, Jeff Goldblum right there alone in the middle of them I assumed representing LOCI, then they had the nerve to show Bobby & Alex.

For some reason this really pissed me off after what they are doing to them to use them. Perhaps I'm over-sensitive? I wish I had gypsy blood so I could put a curse on these people.

SEASON FOUR

2009-10-31T09:55:00.002+10:30

JUST SO YOU DON'T THINK I CAN'T READ OR I AM CRAZY THIS IS A COPY OF WHAT MY AMAZON UPDATE LOOKS LIKE SHOWING IT WILL BE AVAILABLE NOVEMBER 24TH. The e-mail I got said I should receive by December 7th. Maybe because I ordered it April 11th?
Of course I may get n e-mail in December putting it off a month who knows.

PLEASE CLICK ON PIX

LOCI DIRTY DISH

2009-10-31T04:29:00.003+10:30

Okay so I hesitate posting this I do not wish to start a fire storm, but Havers asked me so I am going to tell you what was told to me. Don't kill the messenger.

A little background. There were power changes at NBC a few years ago. These powers wanted NBC to reflect THEIR views so like a lot of people who move into a power position they want things their way. First they wanted all long running shows gone-This meant basically ER and all of the Law and Orders. Right off they set out to cancel the mothership and CI. But here comes DICK WOLF and his contract which states they HAVE to keep the shows for X amount of years or pay him multi-millions. Needles to say the POB (Powers that be) were pissed. There was also a clause the shows had to maintain a certain rating. Which all did. So the POB did what we all know--changed the cast of the mothership and moved CI to USA but USA embraced them and it became the number one drama in their cable category.

NBC wanted them canceled last year but USA fought to keep them. They couldn't give them raises so they gave at least Vincent a percent of the show. Noth got pissed at the offer and left. NBC POB arranged to have Goldblum come in. Bobby & Alex were given writers who half of them, this was their first show. The Nichols side had seasoned writers. Even with some of the crappy writing Vincent & Kate's shows still were in the top.

NBC POB pushed offering things they knew the actors would not accept. Eric went on and took a role on Broadway. He was done. Vincent being the gallant man he is bowed out agreeing to do cameo appearances--maybe. Kate it is my understanding thought they were doing like usual hold them up to the last minute and then settling. She was devastated when she finally realized they meant to fire them all but made it look like it was the actors making unreasonable demands or in Vince's case wanting to do other things.

Vincent would have done another season--but again this thing with WOLF so they wanted him gone.

(Note here they have started the same thing with the cast of SVU almost forcing the actors there out over raises. If they have to keep Wolf's shows they are going to have their choice of actors. Wolf protected himself and the show but not his actors.)

They did not want the chance that if the show fails with Goldblum and that Bobby & Alex would be brought back to save them so it was decided one of the characters had to die.

She doesn't know which, but last she heard they were leaning toward Alex with Bobby & Ross quitting because of guilty feeling from why she's murdered.

This is not in stone, she said they are still writing and she hasn't heard. Kate is crushed. Vincent is sick of them and well we know how he loves to die in his movies. SO....

I asked her why she did not tell me this to begin with and she said this crap happened before the last season and USA had the balls to stand up an fight back keeping them.

She thought they would this year too, but NBC suddenly came up with money for new shows they'd previously rejected.

Its done either way. All I know is I cap and script the episodes and I have 6 1/2 seasons left to do so I will have Bobby for a while...not new ones but I can immerse myself in the old.

Oh by the way all the e-mails and postcards served to royally piss off the POB. They look at each e-mail each card represents about 10,000 viewers. That should have brought our guys back--instead they decided to kill one off.

I watch Trauma on NBC but they've already canceled it so now they have nothing I want to see.

If she hears who and how she will let us know. Any questions specifically--I will call and ask?

Goody-bye Criminal Intent--I love you. Gone due to the politics of the NBC POB-bastards all.

♥♥♥

ARIA for Foile a Deux

2009-10-29T10:58:00.003+10:30

THE ARIA OF FOILE a DEUX (The entire episode is now up on my LiveJournal
if interested the link is on the side of the page CI_DIALOG_CAP.

══ALEX, ≡≡BOBBY, " "others

Dialog precedes cap

Andre,"Is there news?"

══We found Emma.

Andre, "WHAT!?"

══I'm sorry.

≡≡"Asleep no pain shall wake. . ."

Andre, "Our child is dead and you're quoting my work?"

≡≡Well it's in your book but its not your work, in fact its Christina
Rossetti'S.

Calista, "How dare you speak to him like that. You don't know how we've
suffered. Our child is gone."

≡≡I know she is. . . . . .last summer.

≡≡When things went wrong isn't that right, Mrs. Haslum?

══Whenever there's a question about Emma you look to him and you always have
an answer.

≡≡Your life with Andre---the poems that he wrote for you and love that you shared...

≡≡Did that end when you had Emma?

Calista,"You...my daughter meant everything to me. You can't fault me for
that.

≡≡I...I'm not faulting you, oomph...you gave her so much.

≡≡Was there anything left for him?

Andre, "STOP THIS! He knows nothing about us.

≡≡Well see that fury there

≡≡That...that's what happens when you start to feel ignored.

≡≡Is that what drives you

≡≡After other women?

≡≡You know the poems that he wrote weren't for you?

≡≡Is that how it all went wrong that summer?

≡≡I need you to tell me about Emma's last day.

≡≡Did you go looking in the wrong motel?

≡≡Maybe if you knew

≡≡Who he was with...how could you. So many women available to him and not just
students.

≡≡Let me read you something.

≡≡"What music have I sipped from your......siren eyes."

≡≡Andre, your husband, inscribed this book. He gave it to Celia.

≡≡to Celia) Were you with him that day?

Celia, "I'm so sorry."

≡≡It was afternoon......midsummer

≡≡It was a terribly hot day.

≡≡Right?

Calista, "Yeah, I burned my feet on the pavement. I left my shoes at the
house. I was so anxious to find him I went everywhere, knocked on all the
doors at all the motels.

══You left Emma in the car?

Calista, "Yeah, but I left the air conditioning on."

≡≡You checked it like you checked the thermostat in the hotel room.

Calista, "Yeah, I never would have left her in the car without the air
conditioning. How could I know that the engine was gonna die?"

Andre, "Calista, shut your mouth."

Calista, "Her skin was so hot to touch it was white she didn't move......
I took her home and put her in her room......pulled down the shades so it
was cool and dark and when Andre came home he......looked at her said I
did the right thing......he said everything would be okay if we didn't tell
anyone......he said Emma was alive and all I had to do......was believe him."

Calista, "But Emma is dead. I killed her."

I left off the final scene here in the morgue with Bobby Liz and and baby's body.

SEARCH FOR EMMA

2009-10-27T19:15:00.005+10:30

DISCLAIMER--ALL BELONGS TO MR. wOLF.
≡≡BOBBY ══ALEX ──ROSS " " ALL OTHERS
DIALOG PRECEDES CAPS
CAPS FOLLOW ACTION

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SCENE 42......ON THE STREET

══Patronage! I'd say staging a kidnapping is more like extortion.

≡≡Well maybe Andre's aunt invited them here so that she could see Emma...

≡≡before she died.

══But if Andre knew his aunt was failing there'd be no point.

≡≡But say he didn't know.

≡≡Maybe she threatened to cut him out of her will.

≡≡You know say...say that, that they staged the dinner with Celia for an alibi
and they act out the kidnapping. The burglaries are coincidences.

══So its not about how they got Emma out of the hotel because they brought
her to New York.

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SCENE 43......INSIDE THE HASLUM'S HOME IN KENT

══Emma certainly lived the life.

≡≡How old do you think Emma is...

≡≡in this picture...five, six months?

══Give or take.

══They have more toys than F.A. Swartz but they don't baby proof the house?

≡≡What's wrong with this picture here?

══No swings.

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SCENE 44......BACKYARD

≡≡There's one in the neighbors yard.

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SCENE 45......CRAMPTON'S HOME

Crampton "I get sad just thinking about her."

══What about Andre?

Crampton, "How do you spell pompous?"

══Did Emma play in your backyard.

Crampton, "I assume she did. Lots of kids do."

══But you don't know for sure.

Crampton, "Melanie and I split. up what about a year agao, rather than move
Annie that's our two year old she stays here and we alternate . Its the new math.

≡≡Do you uh know what color hair Emma has?

≡≡No, no you don't.

≡≡Do you know what she called Calista.

≡≡Was it mom or momma?

≡≡or mommy--you don't know.

Crampton,"Okay, maybe."

Crampton, "I'm not as neighborly as I should be. I work, and when I'm actually
permitted to live in my own house I spend all my time with Annie."

══You've never ever seen Emma have you?

Crampton, "I must have in any case I'm sure Annie has."

≡≡Could we meet Annie?

Crampton, "Annie, Annie come here honey."

A STAKE OUT

2009-10-23T01:47:00.001+10:30

ALL BELONG TO DICK WOLF. JUST BORROWING.

Dialog precedes caps.
New change Dialog: ══Alex, ≡≡Bobby,
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SCENE 35......SURVEILLANCE VAN

Voice over phone, "9:30 a.m. the trashcan on the Northwest corner of Aster
Place. If I see any cops I will hurt the girl...and no one will have a very
happy Christmas.

Tech, "GPS is working

≡All set.

Alex, "Heads up."

≡≡Alright, take it easy Your gonna want him to lead us to the kid.

══False Alarm.

≡≡Okay, stand down.

══"That's him.

══The Subway.

══Following.

Tech, "GPS won't work down there.

≡≡Alright keep the northeast entrance and northwest entrance covered.

≡≡All other officers down to the Aster Street platform.

≡≡NOW!

Tech, "We lost him."

≡≡Keep visual.

2009-10-15T13:32:00.003+10:30

Alright which one of you ladies got something on Bobby's hand. Who was it and what is it? Fess up. I must punish you especially since it wasn't me.

2009-10-13T14:33:00.002+10:30

Well I have returned. One of the worst trips in my marriage. Father in law more of an ass than usual. Going out of his way to tell me that when thy die my hubby & his sister split their money and if Kenneth who is 24 years older that me dies before me I am to give whats left equally between my two daughters, None of it is for me.

YES I married their son hoping 20 or 30 years down the road they'd die and I would be rich.

First he was an undercover narc. Retired went back to school and became a teacher. Because of our age difference that always bothered him, not me, he ask me why I married him, a cop.

I tell him its the sex and I love tall, big men. Actually I truly believe he is my soul mate. Never marry a man from a rich family with attitude. Well actually do, but be prepared to pay the price. At lest they live in Virginia. 12 hours away.

He was so pissed he started to tell his Dad to just disinherit him and fuck off. But forget the money his mom needs him and though I was seething I made peace as I have for twenty years.

His mom is doing better. Kenneth told her we'd come back in January (OMG) if she was back at home.

The hotel beds were horrible. Food was terrible. Daughter got sick.

Got home, Mom is doing worse. Will be making another trip south soon I think. Want to see her again before....

Almost had D.T.'s from lack of internet service. No Bobby. SIGH

WELL, HERE'S SOME:

2009-09-30T05:53:00.002+09:30

Just a note to let everyone know I will be out of touch until Oct. 13th. Mom-in-law had a stroke and we are leaving for Virginia Thursday. 13 hours so we will have two hotel stops with wireless but once there the don't live in the 21st century so No INTERNET.

Been a bad autumn for my family. Hopefully Mom won't have a crisis. Will catch up when I get back.

Still hurting over this Vincent thing. I know change happens, shows change, cast change and I finally think I know why this is worse for me. I loved the man in his movies for years before he took a TV show. Then I had him every week for nearly 8 years. Now nothing. Its like he was simmering on the back burner, the pulled the the front to a full boil and now someone took the pot and dumped it in the sink.

God I miss him already. Can I even bear to watch his last episode? I don't want closure I want BOBBY.

LOCI DISH

2009-09-27T04:34:00.002+09:30

I have been trying to reach my friend who is the administrative assistant to one of the vice presidents of scheduling at NBC. Lo and behold the sweet woman called me last night. SO here's a little of the inside dish for LOCI.

This is in my language no Television inside Lingo she used at me. Apparently there was a HUGE meeting of the powers that be in Los Angeles between NBC and all its affiliates. Ignoring the other stations I'm concentrating on what she said about USA.

All their shows but LOCI got the automatic 5% raise and signed quickly. Monk of course was Tony wanting to move on so he agreed to final season now he's done.

The greedy bastards of the PTB have taken months to work this out.

This business with LOCI is all about the bottom line of course. LOCI made USA therefore NBC stockholders the most money for a scripted drama or comedy on USA, so they did not want to cancel it. However, where the other USA stars make at the most $200,000 an episode and most much less, Vincent & Kate were making around $350,000 an episode plus Vince took a percent of the show last season in lieu of a raise. Goldblum pulled fair ratings at $175,000 an episode. So the decision was made to slash the stars salaries and make more money for the stockholders while keeping the shows numbers up. More money is paid by advertisers for new LOCI episode than any other new episode shows.

There were several proposals made, presented to the stars and rejected by brass by the stars or by Dick Wolf.

Kate and Vincent take a half pay cut--rejected.

Goren is killed and the circumstance cause Alex and Ross to quit.--rejected

All three killed in bomb blast or shoot out--rejected.

Let Kate go and Vince stay without a partner--he rejected.

Vince disappears like Logan. Kate stays as Jeff's partner--she rejected.

So they hashed and rehashed and finally came up with keeping status quo for the March half of season. 3 Stars leaving then -- writers to work out. Goren to leave where he can come back an make guest appearances. HOW that's for the writers to figure out.

This way they hold on to Vincent in the event Goldblum bombs and the show tanks they will have Vincent to bring the numbers back.

Vince gets a percent of the show to hold him to a loose contract.

So there you have it. We should have Bobby, Alex and Ross for the first episodes and then Bobby as a special guest star during the last half.

Vincent has supposedly given a verbal agreement to this. NOTHING has been signed. Not even Goldblum.

She got to meet him in NYC. She said he was unbelievably sexy and charming AND THAT VOICE. Said when he talks to you he stares deep into your eyes and your knees turn to jelly. He kissed her hand. Such a gentleman. She says she's in love with him and she's only 26.

Well I guess we will wait and see NBC's PTB seem to believe movie star Jeff Goldblum will pick up the gauntlet and keep LOCI as a hit for USA. We'll see.

Will you watch the TV guide for episodes where Vincent is Special Guest Star?

WTF

2009-09-23T03:17:00.006+09:30

If you see in your GOOGLE Alerts NAVARO's post ignore skip run delete from the SITE. My blood pressure shot blood out my ears. one word M O R O N. Does Google not read these things before they send them to us?

That said I have been wondering about something character-wise and am curious about what you think. From the time Ross came to the MCS he was weirded out by Bobby. Thought him crazy. A career destroyer.

Now he arranges for Nichols (Who has his own eccentricities) to come to MCS and we learn he was his partner for years. SO, Ross had been used to dealing with eccentric geniuses. And staying in trouble. Shouldn't he have been more able to understand and deal with Bobby? WTF? Any comments?

Or again its just poor writing from the new not watching old episodes?

Now a few caps from FOIL a DEUX

FAITHFULLY

2009-09-20T08:57:00.002+09:30

For anyone interested for season 7 or season 8 through Faithfully. I have them all capped and scripted on my other site CI_DIALOG_CAPS (LINK ON BLOG)

SAMPLE FINAL SCENE OF FAITHFULLY BELOW LJ CUT. PLEASE SEE DISCLAIMER ON PART ONE. THIS GIVES YOU A WIDER VIEW OF BOBBY'S HOME, HIS ADDRESS AND THE ADDRESS OF HIS 'NEW FAMILY'.

SCENE 42.........BOBBY'S HOME

Bobby arrives home

Tosses keys on table

Notebook follows

Removes * sets gun down

Looks at mail

Pulls out envelope ... from: FRY 723 Penn Brook Rd, Lebanon, Mi. 27071
Bobby's address...219 Mather St, Greenport, Brooklyn. NY 11222

He opens envelope.

Note & Pictures (It was nice having you at our home. I hope you can visit us soon.
I'm sending you some pictures to remember us by. Love, Molly.)

What?

2009-09-18T17:26:00.002+09:30

From the REELBLOG

* Where does that leave Vincent D’Onofrio and Kathryn Erbe? The CI vets are in talks to return in some capacity.

Just what the hell does that mean--in some capacity, What its the Goldblum show now?

FAITHFULLY--ROSS SHOULD HAVE LEARNED BY NOW

2009-09-15T03:38:00.003+09:30

DISCLAIMER: ALL PROPERTY OF DICK WOLF, NO PROFITS MADE ON THIS END
FAITHFULLY, Ross popping a pill, irritating his detective, Ross questioning Bobby's logic and you can just see his anger with himself as he realizes Bobby's right again. I JUST LIKE THIS SCENE.

SCENE 33.........MAJOR CASE SQUAD VENDING ROOM

"Captain?"

"This statement..."

Ross, "Just a sec..."

Ross, "Yeah?"

"Uh...just..."

Just a tongue shot.

"You know when I noticed Kevin Paxton just like for Dr.Conlon,"

"...made me overlook some things."

"...his...his, his statement."

"Read this,"

"...right here."

Ross reads aloud the hi-lighted area."

"Hard to cram it all in like that, some people talk like that."

"Yeah. But...not him not usually."

"He uses the phrase..."

"...under stress."

"Mm mm mm..."

"He uses the phrase as a stop, you know, to keep from stuttering."

"He would have learned that in speech therapy."

"So being interviewed stresses him out. I don't get the significance?"

"Well, the Reverend's wife..."

"...Mrs. Wyler was a speech therapist."

"Loyal and deeply indebted to the person who taught him how to speak."

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ALEX IS MOST AMUSED AT THE EXCHANGE, BRIMMING WITH LAUGHTER AS SHE PUTS HER PURSE AWAY.

2009-08-30T00:11:00.004+09:30

To my 'friends' who check in on my blog--I am on vacation but have had to cut it short to go to Alabama since my mom has taken a turn for the worse in the her battle with cancer. SO I will be gone another week at least. Check back about September 9th unless we lose her. Love to you all. Have and will continue to miss you all.

RUNNING WAY

2009-08-23T08:03:00.001+09:30

After the hell of last night's work and the fact I've been up over 24 hours and am tired as hell...I had decided to give up the human race and become a hermit. By seven a.m. I hated everyone.

Skip this paragraph if squeamish)
Had a gangbsnger get sliced sternum to pubic Bone and all his intestines hanging out. Two hours I helped the Trauma resident carefully replace them inside him careful not to twist or pinch off any part. Had to put him in an abdominal binder to hold him in till he was stabilized for morning surgery. Handcuffed to the bed with a cop sitting beside him he woke and demanded more pain med. Heroin user. Of course I had to refuse. The resident came and told him no, so he did a roundhouse swing and clipped me on the chin, luckily the officer was fast and caught me before I hit the floor. THEN the little asshole undid his binder 'ti punish us'

And since it took another two hours I guess he did (insert scream here). We restrained him. He called us every filthy word you can think of. Too bad we can't gag them.

This set the tone for the rest of the morning. Had a patient code on me right before time to get off so had to stay another hour for paperwork, (Patient was revived).

My sister Carolyn who seems to have a mental connection to me called as I was leaving and said "Let's go to Jackson Hole." She already ordered her plane ready and had her travel agent to make arrangements for us to go on the two day waterfall hike with a ranger in Yellowstone.

No cell phones, no computers no reception in Yellowstone due to the cauldron I think. SO don't anybody think I have deserted you with my sudden lack of comments. I'll be back in a week, leaving 6 am Saturday. ALL OF YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES AND I will give you a yell when I get back. Hopefully more relaxed.

Though sometime in September will have to go to Richmond, Va to see the outlaws. Love my Mom in law, but my Father in law...

Love you all...wear your seat belts and stay away from the knife and gun clubs.

Barbra

women & bobby goren

2009-08-21T12:15:00.001+09:30

I ALWAYS FIND IT AMUSING HOW WOMEN COME ON TO BOBBY WITHOUT BEING TOO OBVIOUS AND HOW HE ACTS OBLIVIOUS (OR MAYBE HE ISN'T) & HOW EAMES PICKS UP ON IT EVEN THOUGH BOBBY'S GONE FROM THE BABE SHOT OF TEQUILA STAGE TO OLDER FLAVORFUL AGED WINE.

As they interview her together all covered up.

Standing & walking by Bobby she drops her blanket to give him a good look at her breasts & HER LACY TEDDY

THEN COVERS UP AS SHE SEES THE POLICE OFFICER IN THE HALL

FAITHFULLY Scene 3

2009-08-08T14:24:00.003+09:30

So scene three. Ross sends Bobby to pick up Alex from the Staten Island Ferry Station. Now who do you suppose Alex was off visiting in Staten Island? And that mini, I'm not saying she doesn't look good in it because she has the legs for it, but when you are forty or over a mini makes you look like a cougar whether you are or not. And Bobby can't seem to raise his eyes to her face but for a glance through their entire conversation. She seems pleased but he seems uncomfortable.

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SCENE 12........STATEN ISLAND STATION

Alex, "You were suppose to be away another week."

"Yeah."

"I got back last night."

"I went and saw family."

"You look good."

NODS."Thanks."

"Now we should get going."

FAITHFULLY

2009-08-07T11:39:00.003+09:30

Below is the first scene of FAITHFULLY. I am not sure where this family came from or who was related to who or how, there seems to be an older woman about Bobby's mom's age and a Man about Bobby's (so first cousins maybe) a teenage boy and two young children(2nd cousins). They COULD have dropped an explanation when Bobby meets Alex and instead of just 'family' say 'my Mom's sister and her son and grandchildren' or whoever they were. Because seven seasons all we knew was Bobby, his mom and Frank then Donnie. Another frustration with the new writing staff. And so it goes... a sweet scene. Mr. Wolf I do not claim; only taking them out to play.

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SCENE 1........DINING ROOM

Molly, "Bless us oh Lord,"

Molly, "...for these thy gifts,"

Molly, "...which we are about to receive through the bounty of Christ our Lord."

Molly, "Amen."

All, "Amen."

Molly, "Butter beans?"

Bobby, "Okay."

"Thanks."

LOCK NOW UNLOCKED

2009-08-05T04:28:00.002+09:30

If you tried to link to the entire Identity Crisis on LIVEJOURNAL I APOLOGIZE. I FORGOT TO UNLOCK IT. IT IS NOW OPEN.

Identity Crisis Aria's X2

2009-08-04T16:22:00.004+09:30

This one took the longest time to finish capping and scripting. YOU MAY FIND THE ENTIRE EPISODE OVER ON MY LIVE JOURNAL--SEE LINK TO THE SIDE-CI_SCRIPT_CAPS...BUT I INCLUDED ALEX'S ARIA FOR Music Wench( Alex rarely gets one) if she's still reading my blog and Bobby's for everyone else. I think the best lines in the episode are the first ones in Bobby's. About sending in the big gun. Hope you enjoy.
PLEASE SEE PART ONE FOR DISCLAIMER.

DIALOG PRECEDES CAPS.

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SCENE 30.....MCS--CONFERENCE ROOM

Julie, "He never told me anything remotely incriminating."

"I believe that..."

"...he's clever. He's had practice, but when you're first with a guy,"

"...there's usually something he says or does,"

"...that raises a flag. I...I'm just asking if there was anything that made you ask yourself,"

"...'Is he okay?' Maybe something little that didn't seem to matter."

Julie, "The day after he took the place, I saw him in the skiff. He wasn't rowing, just sitting. He, um...dropped something into the water and sat just watching where he dropped it......I don't know what it was."

"Do you know where this was?"

Julie nods.

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SCENE 30.....MCS--INTERROGATION ROOM

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Burris, "Hey, hey, hey..."

Burris, "So you're it. Rolled out the big gun."

"Yeah."

Burris, "What is all this?"

"Well, this is your life."

"This was a present?"

Burris, "Christmas. You didn't find the card?"

"But you didn't wanna know the guy."

"So why give him a present?"

Burris, "Listen, I had it good he didn't"

"Is that because he punished himself for what he did to you or. . ."

Burris, "Listen, he was six, okay. I blame people like you, not him."

Bobby nods.

"Says here 'I couldn't see it happening again see her burning him,' that... that's you."

Burris, "I paid that debt."

"Well, then it was reform schools, foster families rejecting you. Who wants a matricidal delinquent? Right?"

Burris, "Yeah, you hear me complaining?"

"No."

"But you found a solution in your mother's illness."

Burris, "My...mother.......was, uh...she was schizophrenic. There's no solution in that."

"Oh, well, de...delusions of grandeur and a florid state in which you were a noble...Count of Havolvitz."

Bobby speaks to him in German? and Burris responds.
(IF SOMEONE WATCHES WHO SPEAKS THIS LANGUAGE I'D APPRECIATE A NOTE WITH THE WORDS, THANKS)

bobby nods.

Burris, "What now, you're my shrink? LAUGHS. You know what I'm going to do? I'm going to use this session. I'll credit you when I bet my rap on an insanity plea.

"I want to just show you."

The TV plays the original interview of Burris confessing as a child

"And these pictures of you have,"

"... as an young noble with your mother."

"And that's your brother there, guess he wasn't part of it."

Burris, "Part of what?"

"The delusion you and your mother shared,"

"Which was more painful?"

"Her death or his betrayal."

"Uh...uh...I...I don't...I don't distinguish between...between them.

"You remember killing her, right?"

BOBBY RESTARTS THE TELEVISION AND PLAYS ANOTHER CLIP.

"Excellent attention to detail."

"Now you were barefoot?"

"Don't remember."

"No, it just you said that you feet were cold so you must've been barefoot."

"It's history, I mean, so who...who cares."

"Picture here, the heater now its plugged in above her so you would have to walk through the water to reach the heater."

"What...what's this about? What...I...I...I admitted to killing her, right. I did."

"If you walked across the water and touched the heater. . ."

"You'd be dead or gotten severely shocked."

"I don't think that you touched the heater.

"I think that that's your brother's lie."

"I think that you thought about it, watching your mother in the bath for hours everyday just,"

"...throw the heater in the tub but you didn't do it."

Burris, "No."

Burris, "She flew into a rage, becsuse she wanted to put Anthony into the shower to wipe away the places that she burned waving her arms hit the cord."

"And then you paid for it."

"And when he came back you were gonna pay for it again."

"No, no...An..Anthony was...was a part of something I no longer wanted to be, okay. That's why I avoided him."

"So you don't think he got back into your life to destroy what you'd become?"

Burris, "Listen, your little psycho chatter/babble isn't working, okay?"

Burris, "Anthony was a failure. He was tyranny of the weak. And I didn't kill him."

Bobby nods.

"Well,"

"So that's what he's become--tyranny of the weak? Isn't he all you had......in the world?"

"When the two of you were little boys,"

"...comforting each other from that nightmare of a mother.

"Photos, I think you're teaching him how to swim. He trusts you."

"Did he still trust you like that?"

"You know it wouldn't be fair,"

"If I didn't show you this."

Burris, "His autopsy report?"

"You should read it."

"He only had a few months,"

"I don't think that Anthony came back to destroy your life."

"I think he came back for atonement."

"What he done to you. If you look at the photo,"

"He's reaching out for you, he trusts you, loved you. I...I...I think that's why he came back. To ask for forgiveness."

Burris, "He loved me."

"And did you feel that before you..."

Burris, "Yes."

END

Bobby & Alex go to a Lake in Nantucket

2009-07-21T10:49:00.002+09:30

BOBBY AND ALEX GO TO THE LAKE AT NANTUCKET--SHIPPERS AND NON MAKE OF IT WHAT YOU WILL (NO SIGN OF CRIMINALS IN MY CAPS)

DISOLVING LIFE

2009-07-19T17:23:00.001+09:30

My apologies. I have been neglecting this particular journal. Oh I've been doing my continuing Fan fic of THE CHOSEN ONE but that is only because I have a forced deadline on each prompt. I do not have much time at home and I have spent my extra time at work trying to catch my scripting and capping of the second episode this season, with all the other B/A episodes still waiting.

There is such a nursing shortage that as the baby boomer nurses retire and over half the new nurses quit in the first year...we are always short handed. Since unlike the north the south has no union, on other floors they try to kill the nurses by forcing them to take more patients than they can safely care for. On our trauma floor you just can't leave an incoming patient gushing blood sitting in the hallway. We must be staffed.

Where I usually work three or four 12 hour shifts, I am working five and six two of them 18 hour shifts.

I do not usually use my blog for personal things but I NEED to vent desperately and am going to have a pity party complete with tears and a bottle of wine after working 19 hours. I am a trauma nurse so I am putting an cut in here for those who cannot handle that. Then I'll be back with the personal crap and advice seeking.

CUT HERE SQUEAMISH JUMP TO

Five car pile up--eight people brought in via LifeFlight 6 by ambulance. 3 straight into surgery, lost two women in their twenties to cervical fractures, got one on life support but her heart flat-lined and unlike TV when the heart goes into asystole (flatline) that means there is no electrical charge in the heart and only 1 out of 10,000 come back. We cracked her chest and tried massage, but it was too late. We hung 22 units of blood lost two more one bleeding out faster than we could infuse in.

Then when we finally stabilized the others for surgery I get the gangbanger who was shot in the ass and back running from a grocery store robbery. He's handcuffed to the bed four points, screaming for pain medicine when he meant 'knock me out I don't wanna hurt.'

The store owner came in DOA. We are not suppose to have any feelings one way or the other...I'm with the doc whose telling the store owner's wife he didn't make it and she collapses. Another helicopter in another gangbanger from the Asian gang in Nashville, figure he must be a heavy hitter he has police guards with shot guns on at each entrance and one at the bedside. Stabilized and sent to surgery to remove a knife from his gut.

A note here about surgery...when a patient is for sure going to die during surgery, they patch them up and bring them back into the ICU. They die with us thereby keeping the surgical death rate and thus insurance rate down. This is just fact of business done everywhere in the US.

I got the Asian gangbanger back whose now a boy of 19 awake, hurting, dying and begging me not to let him die... he just kept saying he was sorry and he wanted to live until he died. Family in waiting room--another scene.

We have wonderful Care Partners as they take over the preparation for the morgue, I have to put him behind me to move on to the next one. My other gangbanger is now fully awake and rattling his handcuffs and threatening to kill me and my family if I don't give him more for pain. My resident for the night bent over him and whispered something in his ear that widened his eyes and shut him up. Probably something like, its not smart to fuck with the person who has your life in their hands. God. if I weren't married and 15 years younger I'd have a fling with this newbie doc. He takes care of his nurses. Anyway each time we stabilize one we got another one that was worse. As I prepared to go home after eighteen hours I had one code and after 45 minutes we lost her...another family to strike a life altering blow, a stack of paperwork and since we were short I had to clean her and tag and bag her myself and push the gurney down into the bowels of the hospital met the guard who unlocked the morgue and pushed her in. I always hate this because as you walk in the door in huge letters over a refrigerator unit is FETAL REMAINS. So I carried that home with me.

So coming home I push the speedometer a little too much in fact I was at 85mph, My little Sebring its easy to go too fast so I got pulled over. Had the top down. Cop walked up, recognized me from when he'd been in to see a fellow cop weeks before and maybe the blood on my uniform--anyway he never even took his pad out. Just gave me the lecture told me not to speed on his section of the interstate again and slow down before I ended up in my own unit. Nice of him. Could have gotten reckless driving for going 30mph over the speed limit and lost my license.

HERE

Get home strip in the garage everything into the washer robe to the shower wash three or four times, pour a glass of wine out of the fridge and settle down to wind down on the computer.

Family note here. I have a serial marrying mother divorced from number five and four sisters. Mom lives in Montgomery Alabama, sister Debbie does as does Tina. Tina and Debbie do not speak because of something my mother caused. Sister Carolyn married a Country Music Publisher--now a widow, husband's owned rights to many country music collections. She sold them to Sony. Let's just say she has her own private plane and is doing fine. I'm glad for her but I know she misses Buddy, she hasn't remarried, rarely dates and she was almost thirty years younger than he was but they were happy. Sister Melissa the baby is eighteen and decided two years ago she is gay. Lives with 5 other women. I don't get it myself. Fall in love with another woman--okay I understand---but five?

But never mind that dysfunctional crap my sister Debbie calls me to tell me that my mother has stage 4 breast cancer, has already had chemo, a double mastectomy and radiation its in her skin but not anywhere else and there is nothing more they can do. 2 months to a year at the most.

Now why, I ask haven't I been told. Apparently my mother told them about my bad heart and I might have an attack. WHAT BAD HEART I DON'T HAVE A BAD HEART? Well seems since my dad and his dad died of heart attacks and had their first in their thirties, I am doomed for the same. News to me.Not even High BP do I have.

Bottom line,...I worked oncology for a year, know people, know what to ask. She didn't want me interfereing or disagreeing with her hillbilly doctors doing treatments like they did in the 1800's. DAMN IT ALL TO HELL AND BACK. Didn't tell Tina or Carolyn because they'd tell me. So here she is dying and she tells Debbie to call us and find out what we want of hers when she dies. SCREAM VERY LOUD HERE.

She doesn't want any of us coming down there because her boyfriend is staying with her, excuse me living off her right now, we might cause trouble. DAMN STRAIGHT.

So, now what. My hubby says come to bed and sleep on it. Talk with Carolyn and Tina tomorrow. I think I'm having an aneurysm behind my right eye, that just got me a smack on the butt from my hubby.

I will figure out this family crap, think I may take a week off if they can work around it. Maybe I can start back blogging regular. I keep getting unfriended. SIGH. Another one today. Try to read everyone, but no time right now to comment.

Anyway to make my sleep sweeter a couple of my other man's pictures from Identity Crisis

Alphabet Meme continues

2009-07-05T13:09:00.001+09:30

The letter meme going around, I was given "D" by[info] cate12345. And knowing my preferences for Mr. D'ONOFRIO. You might think I'd take advantage and do something like this

1. D'ONOFRIO, VINCENT P.

2. DANGEROUS LIVES OF ALTAR BOYS (A WASTE AS A PRIEST)

3. DESIRE

4. DON'T GO IN THE WOODS

5. DYING YOUNG

6. D.A.W.

7. DEATH ROE

8. DEPTHS

9. DANCING--IN NAKED TANGO

10 DANCING--DYING YOUNG

BUT I WOULD NEVER TAKE SUCH BLATANT ADVANTAGE OF A MEME TO TURN IT INTO A SHRINE FOR VINCENT SO HERE ARE MY TEN "D" CHOICES

1. STILL VINCENT D'ONOFRIO

2. DRAGON FRUIT FROM MALAYSIA ugly but delicious

3. DRINKS, (PRETTY ONES)

4. DIAMONDS, COLORED

5. DRAGONFLY

6. DAHLIAS

7. DANTE'S INFERNO

8. NEIL DIAMOND (I know, I know--I just do okay)

9. DaVinci's Vitruvian Man

10. DRACULA (as played by Gerald Butler)

OKAY THAT'S IT. OH YEAH I'M SUPPOSE TO ADD:

Leave me a comment and I will give you a letter. Then, write 10 things that you love starting with that letter. Post the list in your journal. Give out letters to your commenters in return. She made it easy on me by giving me a letter of choice. I'll do the same.

lo:ci

2009-06-28T17:24:00.006+09:30

i HAVE BEEN NEGLIGENT ON MY BLOGGER HAVING IMMERSED MYSELF IN DOING WHAT I SAID I NEVER WOULD WRITING A FAN FICTION. JUST THE IDEA OF A SERIAL KILLER WHO WAS A MCS DETECTIVE THAT WANTS ALEX BUT IS AFRAID OF BOBBY WOULDN'T LET ME ALONE SO I HAVE BEEN IMMERSED IN THAT ALONG WITH CAPPING "IDENTITY CRISIS" AND WORKING. Haven't MUCH TO CONTRIBUTE BUT THIS CAUGHT MY EYE. AS BOBBY & ALEX GO THROUGH THE VICTIM'S BELONGINGS, LOOKING THROUGH THE PICTURES, BOBBY STAND SHOULDER TO SHOULD WITH ALEX. THEN AS IF SUDDENLY REALIZING HE IS, HE PUTS DISTANCE BETWEEN THEM.

Vincent Oh Vincent

2009-06-14T15:12:00.001+09:30

So here I am unable to sleep, the results of working 7p to 7a. I am bored bored bored. Don't feel like writing though my MCS serial killer lusting for Alex is calling to me...don't feel like scripting and capping though IDENTITY CRISIS waits patiently on my desktop. I need to make a few new icons--too bad. I did force myself to download PLAYING DEAD into PhotoBucket so hurray for me.

So when I'm bored, I browse Vincent. This time I browsed through my folder containing all the caps from his movies--some I capped many are Eliza's--Thank you very much...since I haven't made time to cap all of them yet. As I browse I copied out some that just caught my eye, cropped most all but Vincent or his character (sorry Eliza, but I give you full credit for all mine and yours; I don't know now which is which and am too tired to go back and look.

Now here are the few and why they stood out.

This if you know me is self-explanatory--oh my, that back.

Nice clavicles. I'd like to take a marker and connect the freckles on his shoulders.

Just a pretty face. A YOUNG pretty face. I feel like a cougar for what I'm feeling.

This just makes my pulse pound--and my heart stutter.

Played a BAD man, but those arms...(BTW in the movie her nipples were erect. When you are dead your nipples can't be erect)

And speaking of biceps...we did a little iron pumping before this shot...

The man's so flexible...

Pre-Bobby cop.

Now I'm juiced up...think I'll go wake hubby.

Good night.

B.

PLAYING DEAD

2009-06-11T15:55:00.001+09:30

Well here we've seen four badly written episodes of Goren and Eames. Why last years A-list writers were replaced with C-list writers is maybe so Jeff could come out strong. Even Vincent has trouble carrying the show because he is in the show MUCH LESS with the guest stars having more lines. And they have Bobby not being Bobby. This guy is slow and pondering. Bobby couldn't sit still and spoke so fast trying to keep up with his thoughts. Did these writers never ever watch the show?

Enough bitching. I still, because of my great love of the man and his craft, have finally finished scripting and capping the first episode PLAYING DEAD, which I enjoyed more as I read the dialog. The next three should move faster. Not working as much only three 12 hour night shifts a week instead of five, no travel plans until fall and have the home front settled and hubby happy.

If you're interested in reading the episode it's linked on my home page or go to CI_DIALOG_CAPS.

Here's to hoping LO:CI survives the season with these half-assed writers so we'll have another season perhaps with better writers and producers.

And now a little something for those with the Goren fetishes.

Mine...that strong broad back.

OMG LOOK AT THESE SHOULDERS!

THOSE LIPS PUCKER FORE A KISS?

A BIT OF TONGUE...

EYELASHES

THE HEAD TILT

HAND ON THE THIGH

SIZE THIRTEENS

HANDS HOLDING A WEAPON

SO THERE YOU HAVE IT. DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE BOBBY POSE? DID YOU ENJOY?

Vincent D'onofrio--Mr. Blue

2009-06-05T09:05:00.004+09:30

Am I over-reacting when it pisses me off when I see commercials of The Taking of Pelham 123 with Denzil Washington. I know its just another remake, but why mess around with perfection? Okay so the story was weak but Vincent carried this movie..it is not one that needed to be remade as far as I am concerned. Is Hollywood running out of ideas for movies--all we are getting is remakes and sequels.

Mr. BLUE:

With thanks to Ms. Larson

PLAYING DEAD SCENE 17

2009-05-31T16:31:00.004+09:30

And so I am back and I had to work five straight nights in a row took a couple of days to recover. Am still going through my photos from Italy, will post when I get them figured out. MEANWHILE back to Bobby. I finished the first half of PLAYING DEAD on the plane rides across the Atlantic and am now working on the last half.

Just finished the 17th scene and am posting it here since this is all I'm working on and my blog has been neglected. I love this scene, Bobby's protectiveness, his vulnerability. Again causing himself pain to connect with a victim. Enjoy.

BY THE BY Mr. Wolf, since my disclaimer is over on LJ, I know they belong to you. Am only sharing the words and caps with others who love your guys. No profits had here.

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SCENE 17.....HOSPITAL ROOM

Nurse, "Dr. Lansing, our attending psychiatrist, wants to stop by when you feel you're ready."

Stacy, "He needn't bother."

Nurse, "You're on suicide watch until he approves your release."

Stacy, "I'm in no hurry to leave."

Bobby, "The information you gave us about Rick was very helpful."

Stacy, "I'm glad someone was helped."

Bobby, "I was wondering if you're feeling well enough..."

"...to look at some photos?"

"If you see the man that you described,"

"...just tell me."

Stacy, "Do we know why he shot Rick."

"No, we don't know that yet."

Bobby notices Stacy's HR and BP rising and turns to see the Councilman coming into the room.

"We just need a few more minutes ."

Councilman, "She needs her rest."

"Maybe you could just go......back over there."

Stacy, "I'm fine."

Stacy, "Actually, I don't think I'm ready to do something like this."

"It's okay."

"You've been through a lot."

"I understand."

"It must've been tough,"

"...being in that situation back at home."

"You don't know anything about that."

"That's not true."

"I came from......a bad home."

"You said when bad thing are happening."

"You need to......take yourself away to another place"

"And that's what I used to do I used to just want to lift myself up,"

"...and take myself to another place,"

"So, I could see things from somewhere else."

Stacy, "Maybe it was just the crack."

"I think we both know that that's not true."

Stacy, "I know what you're thinking......you're wrong."

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TRAVELING ITALY

2009-05-15T07:28:00.003+09:30

Well I finally figured out a way to send my blogging through to my husband and hopefully it will be posted okay on blogger.

We flew into Rome after a stopover in Amsterdam, no I did not partake of the legal drugs or legal prostitution. My sister rented a car in Rome and we drove up to Tuscany. The landscape reminds me of Tennessee, only sheep and pigs instead of cows and horses and strange trees. And of course the occasional crumbling fortress in the distance. And no roadside animals like rabbits or deer.

We spent two days in Florence, Here's a couple of pictures not shown when I visited before. Would like to have shot DAVID but they are relentless on watching to be sure no pictures are taken inside.
So...

Copy of David outside the museum.

A cathedral too large to fit in one picture.

Then we went to Assisi. Don't know if I could live there. Everything is at a 45 degree angle. Walking the streets are a killer. We started at St. Assisi the climbed up to the Temple of Minerva built during the time of Christ, now a Christian Church half way through town. Everything is covered in gold inside. And on each side of the altar remain the drains for the blood of human sacrifices 2000 years ago.

Coming to the City of Assisi looking up

The Church

The Temple

The Drain for blood sealed with concrete.

The altar.

The fortress at the top of the city. I was not up to making the walk upwards any further so this shot is as close as I got.

Assisi is a monastery with only men residing, so looking down from the city is a Cathedral or not being Catholic maybe called a nunnery, where there are only women.

And just a shot of the grade of the road in this city up up up or down down down.

Now, we are traveling to Rome, but have stopped at a nice rustic inn for the afternoon and night. With the aid of my sister's little AT&T plugin for satellite connection I'll try to blog and write a bit, hopefully. Thinking of you all, some a lot closer--just a country or two away and a Channel instead of an ocean.

Will try to drop another blog after we leave Rome for Capri.

Ciao.

PLAYING DEAD PART ONE SCENE ONE

2009-05-09T05:16:00.002+09:30

SINCE I'M LEAVING FOR ITALY IN THE MORNING AND I HAVE FINISHED SCENE ONE I THOUGHT I'D DROP IT HERE FOR ANYONE INTERESTED. WILL MOVE IT TO LIVE JOURNAL WHEN I GET BACK. I MISSED A LOT WHEN I WATCHED IT. THE WAY BOBBY WORKS THE ROOM AND THE PEOPLE IN IT. HIS MIND JUMPING FROM ONE IDEA TO THE NEXT WITH NO CONNECTION. TELLING TECHS TO DO SOMETHING THEY DO ANYWAY JUST BECAUSE HE'S THINKING OUT LOUD. WOULDN'T MIND BEING DET. FARLEY WITH ALL THE GRABBING AND PULLING AND PUSHING HE DID DURING THE SCENE TO HER. HANDS ON. NICE BACK SHOTS AND FEET.

SAME OLD DISCLOSURE. JUST SKIP TO THE GOOD STUFF BELOW

NOTE: While I have seen SVU, the CSI series, NCIS, and other Television shows scripted & capped, I've only seen one or the other done for LO:CI, so I thought I would try it. I only do this for the joy of it and am receiving no compensation for anything, Mr. Wolf & your legal representatives. I know they all belong to you. And because the action is so fast you can miss so much so it helps seeing it written out.

Disclaimer: LO:CI, the story PLAYING DEAD episode 124, pictures, dialog and action all belong to Dick Wolf. The teleplay is credited to . No copyright infringement intended. Not for sale, no profits being made by myself. My personal use of the episode shared with other avid fans. I have had no access with anyone associated directly or indirectly with LO:CI, not even the cleaning crew, or to the script or any pages from it. Live in Tennessee and no time to travel to NYC to Watergate it.

I do not script everything. If it didn't pertain to Bobby, Alex, Ross or Rodgers directly or indirectly it was omitted. There are other sites like NocostScripts.com that may have the full thing if you need it without caps. I got my copy from Amazon.com. My caps are from that. A note that some caps are not as clear as other sites that concentrate only on caps because I follow the motion with the characters words. Also, I write the dialog the way they speak it, no pause in their speech no pause in the scripting short pause three dots, long pause six dots.

**I'd like to make another note...All cappers struggle with Logos. Those taken directly from TV have those irritating USA HD in the lower right along with any messages to the left. Amazon has a gray box with two silver rectangles in the upper Right. Since I use Amazon, I try to stop short of it or go below when possible to delete it. But there are times that it's right in the middle of Bobby's head so you may see it at times...sorry.

There will be shots of Bobby's back, because that's my weakness and perhaps obsession. For friend's obsessions there are hand shots, tongue, eyelashes, and feet.

CAPS PRECEDE DIALOG.PLAYING DEAD

CRIME SET UP & COMMITTED.

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SCENE ONE CRIME SCENE

Det. Agnes Farley, "When I heard who she was, I figured Major Case should be on this."

Alex, "It's a tough week for councilman Hayes-Fitzgerald...bribery scandal and his daughter's the victim of a shootout."

Det. Farley, "Yeah, I'm told she's actually his step-daughter."

Bobby, "And he is?"

Det. Farley, "Richard Siebert, twenty-five, unemployed...uh..."

Det. Farley, "Live-in boyfriend."

Alex, "Not the nice guy you'd bring home to meet the folks."

Bobby, "Is this her place......his?"

Det. Farley, "Her parents pay the rent."

Alex, "Did she talk to anybody before they took her to Belle Vue?"

Det. Farley, "Uh...when I got here, she was already in the ambulance."

Bobby, "You should take that computer in for a complete download."

"Looks like there's interest in her step-dad's problems."

Bobby, "From the notes on these magazines looks like she enjoyed them."

Dr. Liz Rodgers, "I just spoke with the E.R."

Liz, "A bullet was removed from the girl's left shoulder..."

"...It was the same bullet that went through him so it's pretty deformed...to be okay."

Bobby, "Deadbolt is not broken but the jam's splintered."

Bobby, "Detective?"

"You're him..."

Bobby, "So, he comes to the door he unlocks the bolt the killer hears that..."

"And he kicks the door in..."

Bobby, "You jump back."

"...grabs the lamp throws it."

Alex, "And Stacy's on the couch..."

"...she jumps up."

Bobby, "He turns to protect her..."

Bobby, "The killer fires again the bullet passes through him hits her..."

"...he hits the ground..."

"...and bleeds out."

"Why was he moved?"
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Liz, "The mother found Stacy pinned under him."

Alex, "Under his dead body? For how long?"

Liz, "From the lividity three or four hours. Maybe she saved herself by playing dead?"

Bobby, "Or the killer only wanted him."

VINCENT MISSED BLOGS AND ME

2009-05-05T14:18:00.005+09:30

Well, I've worked and worked getting ready for my Italy trip so I've been behind on my blog watching (have not been lurking). Made some time to doodle a few drabbles (don't consider them fan fic since they're so short and no case file, for LIVE JOURNAL. If you are interested there's a link over there on the left.

In other news, when Vincent came to the Film Festival here, it was held at the Green Hills Theater (The ritzy/artsy part of Nashville, new money rich but not to be confused with Belle Meade--the OLD MONEY SECTION of Nashville) just a mile from Vanderbilt Medical Center, where I was working...oh, the agony...every single night.

So, I hit all the media sources. TV...WKRN NBC's network had footage which is all over the web. Every other station were too caught up in the excitement that was William Shatner. PLEEZZZ give me a frigging break. Him all over the news and entertainment sections.

Hit up my pal at the Nashville Tennessean Newspaper and found just one head shot of Vincent. You'll find it at the bottom. Even the Green Hills theatrical paper only mentioned him in print and from what I hear Shatner just sailed in like some arrogant king while Vincent worked the Red Carpet and crowd.

As for the new season, yes I've downloaded the first two episodes but haven't started working on the caps and scripts (Italy pending). But there is too much of guest stars and not enough Vincent or Kate to suit me.

Missed you all. Two days off then four more twelve hour night shifts then Italy. At least my sister has a satellite system computer so I can check out your blogs from there and maybe send you a snapshot or two.

EGG CHALLENGE THURSDAY100PLUS

2009-04-22T14:13:00.002+09:30

I know I know I was going away but my drabble muse got tuned up. please still read the following one and someone answer my question. Thanks

TITLE: EGG CHALLENGE (Criminal Intent 100)
FLAVOR: Criminal Intent
CHARACTERS: GOREN/LOGAN
WORD COUNT: 300
RATING: M (language)

Bobby sat across the booth from Logan. Both having emptied nearly two pitchers of beer.

Bobby took a sip, “Aw, hell Mike, what the fuck are you gonna do in Key West?”

“Sheriff.”

“In fuckin’ Florida, who do you know in Florida?”

“You can come visit me.”

“I hate the the fuckin’ beach. You’re gonna be bored outta your mind.”

“Nah, I sold my apartment got my retirement checks rolling it all into U.S. Treasury Bonds. I get free livin’ space and an expense account, a nice car and seven deputies out over the Keys. Five-ten years I’ll retire...HEY!" his palm slammed onto the table, "When you're ready to retire or just had enough of the damn politics, sell your apartment, gather your retirement and come on down. We’ll open a bar together.”

Bobby blinked at him, “Mike, you got New York bred into you just like me. How ya gonna leave it behind.”

'Fuckin' freeze my balls off in the winter and fry a goddam egg on the sidewalk in the summer.”

“In Key West we’ll have tropical breezes...”

“Fuckin’ hurricanes...’

Deep sea fishin’...”

“Fuckin’ sharks...”

“Sunny weather...”

“Fuckin' sun burn, sun poison...”

“Damn it to hell, Bobby.”

“Mosquitoes...”

“Women in bikinis”

“Alligators...”

“Women in little bitty bikinis.”

“Sand...”

“Hot women in little bitty bikinis.”

“Mold...”

“Horny hot women in little bitty bikinis.”

Before Bobby could think of another negative, “There we’ll be, two big studly retired New York cops, serving drinks by day, satisfying the horny hot women minus the bikinis at night.”

“So,” he gave him the classic Logan look, “had a better offer?”

“Aw Mike.”

They struggled out of the booth and lurched into the street. Mike put his arm around Bobby's shoulders, “So, see you on your next vacation.”

“Aw Mike.”

“Just think, Logan and Goren...together again.”

Vincent igored

2009-04-22T09:19:00.007+09:30

I am just so frustrated. I check the major entertainment papers (ie. VARIETY etc.) and the major newspapers (New York, Chicago, LA, Miami, etc) expecting something. AND ALL I FIND ARE REFERENCES TO Jeff Goldblum the new LEAD episode starting next week.

I realize Vincent's episode was a good old fashioned early type version of the show but hell the man was in it and he was gorgeous and his acting wonderful. They took their spot in Cable for the night and for the week Wrestling SpongeBob Hannah Montana and In Plain Sight listed before them and that doesn't include DVR taped and watched a different day.

Goldblum was on Letterman last night and I was curious as to what he said but our local station froze in the middle of the Top Ten and didn't return until the middle of Craig. Someone tell me what was said.

I'm sorry but I'm tired of hearing Jeff called the new lead of the series with a side mention that Vincent will be starring every other week opposite him. I was looking for accolades & pictures and just found aggravation. Am going to stop searching. You put Vincent in their search engines and get Jeff or a reference to 70 lbs. for Pyle in FMJ. Like he's never done anything else in all these years. Makes me want to scream.

I am going away for a few days to the land of LO:CI and Bobby and cap and script the first episode of the season and get stirred up in other ways.

The only pictures Variety deigned to exhibit:

NO SPOILERS

2009-04-20T15:12:00.001+09:30

JUST WATCHED SEASON EIGHT'S FIRST NEW EPISODE GOREN/EAMES. MY HUSBAND SAID AT THE END..GOOD SOLID CASE FILE.

I said HUH. Oh yeah. Now I WILL HAVE TO STAY UP AND WATCH IT AGAIN (POOR ME) BECAUSE THE FIRST TIME I NEVER GOT PAST BOBBY.

UNTIL TOMORROW WHEN I CAN HAVE THE EPISODE FROM AMAZON TO BEGIN SCRIPTING AND CAPPING.

I'M HAPPY. BOBBY LOOKS HEALTHY AND GORGEOUS. THE MAN HAS A SET OF SHOULDERS AND ACRES OF BACK. SIGH

VINCENT D'ONOFRIO--LITTLE NEW YORK

2009-04-14T23:42:00.000+09:30

Once again Vincent's independent film is being taken over by an European Distributor, apparently French since that's what the subtitles are. They have more Vincent in the previews than Hawke. Suits me.

Thanks to OUR FRENCH FRIENDS FOR RELEASING THEIR TWO PREVIEWS SO COULD CAP.

YOU CAN CATCH ONE OF THE PREVIEWS AS VIDEO ON LOZZYCAP'S SITE.

HAPPY EASTER

2009-04-13T10:06:00.003+09:30

HAPPY EASTER TO EVERYONE WHO CELEBRATES IT

AND HAPPY SUNDAY TO EVERYONE ELSE

THURSDAY 100PLUS COMPLIANT CHALLENGE II

2009-04-11T09:45:00.004+09:30

Title: COMPLAINTS-Sexual Harassment http://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gif
Fandom: Criminal Intent
Characters: The Squadroom
Word Count: 657
Rating: M+ (Language and sexual situations)

COMPLAINT CHALLENGE

O’Malley’s was a cop bar two blocks from 1PP. It was now six p.m. and the largest table in the place was surrounded by the elite detectives of that department along with it’s Captain and his lady friend Liz Rodgers, the Manhattan coroner.

Moist napkins, half empty glasses and three pitchers of beer--light, dark and lite littered the table. Logan leaned his chair back on two legs, “Who the hell complained, anyhow?”

All eyes turned to Captain Danny Ross, “Don’t look at me, I would’ve just talked to him. I’ve got to go to the damn Sexual Harassment Seminar just like the rest of you.”

“Bet it was that prissy new ADA went to the Chief of D’s.” Murmurs of agreement followed that pronouncement.

“Well,” Carolyn piped in, “Officer Black DID have a copy of Playboy.”

Bobby sat forward, “Jesus Caro, the kids’ twenty-two and still wet behind the ears. It‘s not like he was showin‘ it to anyone”

“Yeah,” piped in one of the older detectives, “stuck guarding that holding cell all day and most the time it’s empty. That‘s probably the closest the kid’s come to a prime set of breas .."ts and and pubic hair in the shape of a exclamation point.the detective trailed off at the set look on the three women at the table.

Ross dropped his head to his chest, "Jesus."

Lix slammed her glass down,"Ar you Really that stupid?"

“Yeah, lock up...not a job much more boring than that,” Bobby changed to topic, and poured dark beer with a perfect white foamy head then filled Alex’s with lite.

She glared at the glass then at each man at the table in turn, “Well, how would you like it if WE brought a porno magazine to work with hung naked male models. Passed it around. Looked at the centerfold then looked at you, then at the centerfold with the ten-inch cock then at you. Wouldn't you feel degraded, find it demeaning?” She finished pointing a finger at Bobby expecting him to fall in line.

He rubbed a couple of long fingers across his lips, glanced around the table, and looked her straight in the eyes, “Maybe these guys,"“he rotated a finger without moving his hand encompassing the table, “but not personally. Me, I’d just see it as a another career opportunity.”

The men all sniggered. Alex turned bright red, “GODDAMN you, Bobby.” She shoved her chair back and stormed off to the restroom with Carolyn and Liz close behind.

“Guess I’ll be going home tonight,” Danny sighed. He knew that particular look on his woman’s face.

“Don’t envy you riding with Alex the rest of the week,” Logan offering Bobby his condolences.

“Jesus, Bobby...you're taking your life in your hands. Alex is just MEAN and scary when she gets like that,” offered another.

“She asked for it. Set me up. Expected me to roll over like a good doggy.”

Logan groused, “Fucking sexual harassment. You can‘t even say ‘Hey your hair looks nice‘ without someone twisting it into ‘How 'bout a blow job'.”

Ross waved to the waitress for another round of pitchers, “Goren, just don’t come crying to me when she flays your hide.”

“She’ll get over it. She always does. Hell, she knows we‘re right. Anyway the women don‘t even have to go to it.”

“Yeah and Carolyn harasses me all the time.”

“Different kind of harassment, Logan.”

“She’ll get over it...” Bobby mumbled with a little less confidence.

“Forever the optimist, Goren.”

Logan seeing the three still if possible even more furious faces returning from across the room nudged Bobby and pointed, “Maybe Ross’ll let YOU guard the holding cell the rest of the week.”

“Don’t hold our breath, Goren. One of those tigers is mine and I’m the one gonna get mauled tonight.

drabble thursday100plus complaint challenge

2009-04-10T10:24:00.004+09:30

Title: COMPLAINTS
Fandom: Criminal Intent
Characters: The Squadroom
Word Count: 1650
Rating: M+ (Language and sexual situations)
Summary: ROSS IS HAVING A VERY BAD DAY
Disclaimer: Not mine, we're only going out to play, have them back in time for dinner.
COMPLAINT CHALLENGE

Danny pulled Liz’s apartment door shut and keyed the dead bolts locked. She continued her rant about his detectives all the way to Police Plaza. As they entered the elevator she placed her hands on her hips and mentally stamped her foot, “Daniel Ross are you EVEN LISTENING TO ME,” her voice rising two octaves.

Sighing, “Yes, Liz. Yes.”

She pulled him off on her floor and gave him a quick smack on the lips. “I can’t cut any faster with them standing over me like Goren or calling me every fifteen minutes like Logan.”

“I promise, Liz. I’ll speak with them all.”

With a ‘Humph’ she left him.

The elevator stopped on the Lobby floor and the Chief of D’s got on and as soon as he saw Ross started in on him about the budget. Danny restrained himself from slapping the eleventh floor button and said a prayer when the doors opened and he exited and the chief continued on his voice still droning on his reproach.

Officer Black caught him at the corner and began his grievance, “Sir, its been two weeks and still the schedule hasn’t been changed you said you’d rearrange it last week.

Ross stopped and pulled out his PDA, with a couple of clicks he sighed again, “I’ll have it done by end of day.”

“Thank you, sir.”

Danny made it five steps before shouting from the conference room to his right drew him up short. Jefferies and his new partner turned as he, the boss, entered. Both started in griping about the incompetence of one and ineptitude of the other. Ross spent twenty of his precious minutes calming the usually placid Jefferies down and reminding the new guy he was still on probation and Jefferies was lead Detective.

He made it to the breakroom pouring fresh coffee into his own cup while listening to the Vendor filling the machines bellyache about the abuse his machines were taking from Ross’ people. That he was going to take the damn things out and they could go to the cafeteria for drinks. Or he was going to bolt them to the floor. Ross escaped after promising to tell his people not to kick and rock the machines...again.

He made it into his office without further incident. An hour later Falacci stormed into his office slamming the door. Glaring at Ross as she plopped down into the chair across from him.

Swearing to himself he stood and leaned against his desk in front of her, best a position of power when Detective Nola Falacci was on a rampage.

“Why,” she began shrilly, “does the word processing girl type up all of the male detectives reports before the women’s. Is she ballin’ them all, she just hate women…or are you telling’ her to?

“Watch it Falacci. I’m sure Caria doesn’t show any favoritism.

“HAH! Logan and I turn in our reports at the same time. Mine come back two days after his. E-V-E-R-Y TIME. This is ridiculous, Captain.”

Again Ross tried to soothe and finally had to pull rank hard to calm her down. Pushing her out into the bull pen he promised to follow up and get back to her.

Falacci stomped to their desks grabbed Logan’s arm, “Lunch.”

Mike looked into the captain’s face shrugged unhappily and followed.

Finally, Ross thought, and made it to the vending room and escaped back to his office through the mostly empty squad room.

Peace, at last.” He popped the top on the can and unwrapped his sandwich. The elevator pinged and raised voices reached him.

Alex’s raised voice echoed through the near-empty squad, “God damn it, Bobby. When I need you to back me up...Look, the Captain’s in...Come on.” He heard the soothing murmur of Bobby’s voice trying to calm her and lead her away from the him, and failing miserably. Trying to stop an Alex at full steam was like trying to stop a tsunami.

Damn, one fuckin’ bite.Ross washed down the bite held a pausing finger up to Alex’s red face and answered the phone. Five minutes later he hung up the phone and looked at Goren hovering in the doorway and Alex tapping her foot in a chair across from him.

“Come in and sit down. Shut the door first. That was the commissioner...”

Eames pounced to her feet, “There you go,” she turned and poked Bobby in the chest, “I told you so, I told you...fuckin’ politics.” She was up and pacing like a small jungle cat. ”And I guess YOU,” pointing at Ross, “ are going to kiss their asses again,” She was rounding his desk to confront him. Ross automatically covered his chest protectively with his palm in anticipation of a quick finger jab.

Both men’s mouth dropped. Ross blinked Goren, yeah he could see him charging at him...but Eames. Eames?

Bobby never moved so fast up out of the chair literally wrapping an arm around Eames' mid section--her spitting mad and lifting her off her feet and had her through the Captain’s door and on his way to the conference room.

“Sorry, Cap...we’ll be back in a few minutes.” He took kicks to his shins, pinches to his hands, an elbow to his flank and a head butt before he dropped her into a chair scooting to shut the door as Alex screamed in rage, as she quivered in fury. That all the bereaved family were stinking drunk had set her off.

Ross stood stunned wondering if he’d imagined the whole thing. He stumbled back into his chair and winced at the sound of a scream and breaking glass as a mug hit the wall in the conference room. For a moment he thought about going to rescue Goren but as an afterthought wondered who would rescue him.

By the time the squad room filled Ross had finished his sandwich, Eames had slunk, yes that was the only word that could describe the pitiful look on her tear swollen face as she eased back before him. Still she groused about how the Chief wanted the case solved but everyone was tying their hands in the investigation. Ross promised to go to bat for them with the Brass. But his hinting at diplomacy had Eames steamed up again, stomped out enraged again.

Ross tried to work on his paperwork but took one call after the other protesting the manner in which Goren & Eames were handling the McGovern case or criticizing their methods.

At two o’clock Caria brought him another stack of papers to sign and he confronted her about Falacci’s complaint.

“Yeah, I do type the guys first.”

“May I ask why?”

“I can type five of the guys reports before one of theirs.”

The guys use as few words as possible, sticking to facts. They don’t stop to dot I’s and cross T’s…they know I can take care of that, so the processing goes a lot faster. The female detectives it’s like they think like a thesaurus thinking of the longest word they can. And another thing, they can't just say ‘He walked across the street.’ its ‘The witness dressed in frayed jeans a flannel shirt with the top button opened white socks and black shoes with laces strolled across the rock strewn highway with two 8 cm deep potholes as he ambulated up to me and began to orate in a slow drawl. ’

“Captain, why do you need all that extra crap for a witness statement, who care what the witness was wearing or whether or not the street has potholes. They are horrible”

“Worse than Goren?” he asked out of curiosity.

“He uses big words but he spells them out carefully and sometimes gives me the definition to some so I can chose another word.

Ross listened to her bitch another ten minutes before he led her to his door promising to speak to them about it.

Son of a bitch, was this day never ending. His phone rang again.

Dr. Rodgers stepped out of the elevator her hands filled with files and just as she stepped behind the pole in back of Eames desk the slamming of Ross’ phone brought the squadroom to silence.

He stood ran his hand over his face then through his hair. He had no control over the carping of his ex-wife about the boys, but damn it to hell he did over his own department. Enough was enough.

Ross paused in his doorway, glared out at his domain, “Listen up, people,” he bellowed. Does my office look like Macy’s. If you're under that misconception-- this damn complaint department is fucking closed.” With that he slammed the door rattling his blinds.

Silence reigned until Liz Rodgers walked around Eames’ and Goren’s desks. Bobby reached out and touched her hand causing her to pause, “I wouldn’t.”

She patted his hand, “It’s okay. I think I may have lit the tinder on this flame, let’s see if I can put it out.”

Ross looked up when Liz opened the door prepared to flay the skin off someone. “Liz, now is not good.”

Silently she shut the door, locked it then closed the blinds. His eyebrows rose as she removed her lab coat followed by her clothes.

“Liz?” the croaking sound from lack of blood that had rushed from his head to his groin. She bent over him, "Think of me as a fire extinguisher, Danny" sealing her mouth to his as her finger got busy with buttons and zippers.

Thirty minutes later Liz walked past Bobby smiling, “Not a scratch.”

Bobby looked at Ross’ office then after Rodgers, bent forward and whispered to Eames. “Someone just got laid.”

“What? In his office? You’re crazy.”

“And you claim to be a Detective. Did you note the rosy blush on her cheeks, the red lips, the sparkle in her eye and a woman only swings her hips like that when she’s had really satisfying sex.”

“Alex looked back toward the elevators and Dr. Rodgers, then at Ross at his desk signing papers and whistling. She turned back to her partner.

“What are you doing looking at Dr. Rodger’s ass?”

2009-04-09T14:15:00.002+09:30

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TESS.

CAKE

YOUR ADVENTURE STARTS IN NYC AT CHELSEA PIERS

HE'S WAITING FOR YOU

OFF TO PARIS FOR DINNER

THEN TO THE CHATEAU FOR THE NIGHT

WHERE YOUR BATH HAS BEEN DRAWN FOR TWO AND THE CHAMPAGNE POURED

MAY YOUR NIGHT BE

And may he end looking at you like this

WONDER WHERE WHICH CATEFGORY THE PYTHON FALLS

2009-04-09T04:29:00.005+09:30

AS REPORTED BY OUR CORRESPONDENT LADYJUDITYANNE ON LJ--THIS MAY BE THE ONLY TIME MEN WiLL LIE ABOUT THEIR SIZE.

To all male taxpayers.

The only thing inland revenue has not taxed is your "WILLIE". This is due to the fact that half the time it is hanging around unemployed, 30% of the time it is pissed off, 20% of the time it is hard up and 10% of the time it is employed but operates in total darkness. Furthermore, it has two dependents and they are both nuts.

Accordingly after 1st May your "WILLIE" will be taxed on its size using the "WILLIE CHECKER SCALE" below;

10-12 inches=luxury tax £50.00

8-10 inches=pole tax £35.00

6-7 inches= privilege tax £15.00

4-5 inches=disability tax £5.00

n.b anyone under 4 inches is eligible for a refund.

Males should not apply for exemption if in excess of 12 inches, they should file under capital gains or join a bloody circus!!

Yours Truly,

Ivor Dangler
H.M Inspector of Taxes.

P.S. Next year, the width tax.

Somehow I can't see this catching on in the US since the country's mostly run by MEN.

VINCENT D'ONOFRIO--ART

2009-04-08T07:23:00.004+09:30

FIRST SEASON SECOND EPISODE ON USA THIS MORNING AT ONE AM CST.

Bobby speaking German, sparring with the bad guy. And Bobby usually has at least one zinging statement per episode in these early ones when he was ll arrogantly confident that his way was the only way and was usually right.

His stepping down with his flashlight in the dorm room after--'Now I get it.'

The following caps are borrowed from the VELOCITYOFVINCENT since I still haven't gotten around to capping it. Want to cap and script at the same time but somehow there are not enough hours in the day or days in the week to do all the thing I want and am allowed to do with Vincent. Thanks Eliza for the caps.

TWELVE DAYS....I CAN HOLD ON FOR TWELVE DAYS IF I CAN GET A LITTLE FIX FROM MY OTHER VINCENT AND LOCI BLOGS. I THINK I CAN, I THINK I CAN.

bARBRA-OLOGY

2009-04-07T10:11:00.003+09:30

MEME - potential - ology

Let others know a little more about yourself. Re-post this as your name followed by "ology" Then tag some people, including me, who have piqued your curiosity.

(Not tagging.)

--What is your salad dressing of choice? Paul Newman's Italian
--What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? Chappy's--move here from New ORLEAN'S AFTER THE HURRICANE
--What food could you eat every day for 2 weeks and not get sick of? Mexican
--What are your pizza toppings of choice? Loaded

TECHNOLOGY
--How many televisions are in your house? 5, 2 other hand held
--DVD's? HUNDREDS
--How many CD's? HUNDREDS
--What color of mobile phone do you have? ROYAL BLUE AND BLACK
--How many computers? 3 desk 3 laptops.
--Internet. wired or wireless? WIRELESS

BIOLOGY
--Are you right-handed or left-handed? RIGHT
--Hair color? Blonde
--Height? ONCE 6 FEET AFTER SEVERAL BACK SURGERIES AND GRAVITY 5'10"
--Have you ever had anything removed from your body? 4 VERTEBRAE, THREE OVER 9 POUND BABIES,
--Have you ever had anything put into your body? TITANIUM--NECK, THORACIC AND SACRAL AND A CADAVER BONE, NINE UNITS OF BLOOD
--What is the last heavy item you lifted? 6 FOOT BIRD CAGE
--Have you ever been knocked unconscious? YES

BULLCRAPOLOGY
--If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die? NO, WHY YOU KNOW SOMETHING?
--If you could change your name, what would you change it to? NAH, I LIKE MY NAME OKAY
--Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1,000? NO, WHO WROTE THESE QUESTIONS?
--Would you have sex with a stranger for a million dollars? GROSS...NO

DUMBOLOGY
--How many pairs of flip flops do you own? NONE--THAT TOE THING, CREEPY
--How many pairs of shoes? 22 I can wear
--Highest heel? 5 inch stiletto
--Last time you had a run-in with the cops? NEVER, I'VE BEEN LUCKY. I take care of them when they're hurt in line of duty and their families.
--Last person you talked to? LAUREN
--Last person you hugged? LAUREN

FAVOURITOLOGY
--Season? SUMMER
--Holiday? THANKSGIVING--WHOLE FAMILY GETS TOGETHER FROM ALL OVER USA
--Day of the week? SUNDAY now LOCI's day of the week
--Month? JULY

CURRENTOLOGY
--Missing someone? YES
--Mood? OKAY
--What are you listening to? TV
--Worrying about? DID I FINISH ALL MY PAPERWORK LAST NIGHT AND SIGN IT?

DEPENDS-OLOGY
--Do you always answer your phone? NO
--Your door? NO
--It’s four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it? PATSY
--If you could change your eye color what would it be? I LIKE HAVING GREEN EYES
--Do you own a digital camera? OF COURSE
--Have you ever had a pet fish? NO TOO MUCH TROUBLE AND DIE TOO EASILY
--What kind of pet do you have now? YELLOW CRESTED COCKATOO
--What's on your wish list for your birthday? I TELL EVERYONE THE SAME THING...IF I CANT DRINK IT, EAT IT OR READ IT...I DON'T NEED IT.
--Can you do push ups? PUSH WHATS?
--Can you do a chin up? AGAIN WHO THOUGHT UP THESE QUESTIONS? WHY WOULD I WANT TO?
--Does the future make you more nervous or excited? THE HUMAN RACE LIVES WITH A GIANT DESTRUCT BUTTON OVER IT. NOTHING I CAN DO TO KEEP IT FROM BEING PUSHED. I GUESS I BELIEVE IN FATE SO WE'LL SEE.
--Do you have any saved texts? NO
--Ever been in a car wreck? FIVE TIMES NONE MY FAULT--FOR A WHILE I THOUGHT I HAD A SIGN ON MY CAR THAT SAID "hit me'
--Do you have an accent? I DON'T THINK SO, BUT GREW UP IN FLORIDA AND LIVED IN TENNESSEE A LONG TIME SO PROBABLY A LIGHT SOUTHERN, Y'ALL.
--Plans tonight? COMPUTER CATCH UP
--Name the last 3 things you bought? Black SCRUBS, HEMOSTAT SET, BLACK NURSING SHOES.
--Have you ever been given roses? OF COURSE
--Current hate? CHILD SEXUAL PREDATORS--PEDOPHILES CAN'T BE REHABILITATED. BRING BACK PUBLIC HANGINGS
--Met someone who changed your life? SURE
--How did you bring in the new year? WORKING
--Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?NO
--Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? NO, BUT I'VE BEEN MARRIED A LOT LONGER THAN THAT.
--Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now? I CERTAINLY HOPE SO
--What songs do you sing in the shower? NEVER SING HAVE A VOICE LIKE A COW IN LABOR
--Ever had someone sing to you? OH YEAH
--When did you last cry? DON'T REMEMBER PROBABLY AT THE HOSPITAL AFTER LOSING A PATIENT.
--Do you like to cuddle? NO,TOO HOT--ROLL OVER AND GO TO SLEEP. MY HUSBAND SAYS I TREAT SEX LIKE A MAN.
--Have you held hands with anyone today? PATIENT'S FAMILY MEMBER THIS MORNING
--Who was the last person you took a picture of? LAUREN--MY BABY
--Do you believe in staying close with your ex's? NO EX'S
--Are most of the friends in your life new or old? REAL WORLD-OLD, ON LINE-NEW
--Do you like pulpy orange juice? YEP
--Favorite fruit or berry or melon? BLACKBERRIES AND WATER MELON
--What is something your friends make fun of you for? MY TEMPER-QUICK TO FLARE QUICK TO COOL.
--Have you ever ridden an elephant? WHO THINKS OF THESE QUESTIONS. OF COURSE NOT. Not a camel either
--What are you saving your money up for right now? TRIP TO ITALY
--When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly? OVER A YEAR
--What were you doing 12 AM last night? GIVING CPR TO A MVA VICTIM.
--What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up? THANK GOD I DON'T HAVE TO WORK FOR FOUR NIGHTS.
--Most unreasonable personal fear? I HAVE TWO. MENTAL HOSPITALS IN HORROR MOVIES...CAN'T WATCH THEM DON'T KNOW WHY---AND SALTWATER ALLIGATORS. I LIVE IN TENNESSEE THEY'RE IN AUSTRALIA????

ROMANCE-OLOGY

--When was your last REAL toe curling kiss?SATURDAY
--Ever made love standing up?MORE THAN ONCE (ELEVATORS COUNT RIGHT?)
--In the shower?MOST DEFINITELY YES
--Ever been picked up and carried in a man's arms for romantic reasons?YES,
--Made love in front of a fire?YES, HOT HOT HOT

YOU-OLOGY

--Favorite alcoholic drink? GREY GOOSE MARTINI HOLD THE VERMOUTH WITH THREE OLIVES. (KEEP YOUR VODKA IN THE FREEZER.)
--Non-alcoholic drink? ICED TEA
--Favorite snack?NACHOS
--Fantasy person you'd want to be lost on a desert island with? VINCENT D'ONOFRIO OR RUSSELL CROWE
--You least like to be with? WHO EVER THOUGHT UP SOME OF THESE QUESTIONS
--Do you write Fan Fic? SOMETIMES
--Favorite fandom to write for? LOCI
--Favorite sports Team? NASHVILLE PREDATORS HOCKEY TEAM
--FAVORITE FAN SITEOH SO MANY--TEAM 13 PROJECT (LOVE YA JAZZIE, SNARKANGEL, AND VAL--YOU TOO LOZZIE),ELIZA'S VELOCITY OF VINCENT, VAL'S LIFE AND VINCENT, DIANE & TESS' VALENTINE CAT, COASTY, BOBBY G'S MY BIG FAT FREAKIN' LIFE, MUSIC WENCHES' OPINIONS OBSERVATIONS...AND SOOO MANY MORE)

AND A VINCENT SHOT

EPISODE 1 OF THE NEW SEASON

2009-04-05T12:52:00.000+09:30

OH BOBBY HOW I'VE MISSED YOU. A CLEAN SHAVEN BOBBY, A BACK SHOT AND THE FINAL SHOT IS AN EYELASH SHOT. THIRTEEN DAYS.

Disclaimer: Not mine, just a Bobby junkie getting a fix.

WHAT A MAN!

VINCENT D'ONOFRIO-NEW SEASON

2009-04-04T16:18:00.000+10:30

FINALLY A FEW--VERY FEW--STILLS FOR THE NEW SEASON...SANS GOLDBLUM.

Of course if we listen to USA's friggin' hype Goldblum's going to "SAVE" the show. I actually was once curious to see his new character and now they've made me hate him. I know they're plugging the new guy but AT THE EXPENSE OF VINCENT AND KATE?

As example when Noth joined the show as the second detective--early prevues...

WHEN GOLDBLUM JOINS AS SECOND???? DETECTIVE????

PERHAPS I'M BEING TOO SENSITIVE. What do you think?

WHAT GODDESS AM I

2009-04-03T08:47:00.001+10:30

What Greek Goddess are you?

You are Artemis!
You are like Aretmis, goddess of the moon, hunting and archery. You love any and all things wild and unclaimed, and that is how you are yourself. You are independent, you march to the beat of your own drum, and you allow no one to dictate how you will live but yourself. You like your freedom. This is why animals and nature often intrigue you.

How do you compare?
Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

VINCENT D'ONOFRIO--MISSING YOU

2009-04-02T08:09:00.002+10:30

I have re-watched all my DVD's of Bobby. Re-watched his characters in his movies. The fact is I just MISS him. So, I just fooled around with pictures captured from the APS and his main blogs and cropped away so now I look I'm not sure where what came from where. Therefore thanks to the Associated Press, The Reel, Team 13 and whoever else.

God, I love watching this man...Act or just being alive.

SIGH

FOR YOU VAL

2009-03-29T08:20:00.000+10:30

SEXY & HOT COMMENTS

CLICK HERE!

Lecacy

2009-03-27T14:51:00.000+10:30

Bobby gave up blue shirts and Armani suits for Black T-shirts gray Sports coats or black open long sleeved shirts. Still gorgeous---still hot.

BOBBY GOREN

2009-03-21T10:02:00.001+10:30

JUST BECAUSE I NEED A LITTLE BOBBY...WITHDRAWALS ARE GETTING WORSE.

Silence is Golden

2009-03-18T09:34:00.003+10:30

My journal has been silent for a while had to make a quick trip with my sister to Florence. God...I love that city. Below are a few pictures of the 245 I took. Don'[t want to bore you. If it weren't for the gypsies the city would be perfect.

NEPTUNE'S PLAZA
THE FOUNTAIN

TO THE LEFT

STILL IN THE PLAZA--DIRECTLY ACROSS FROM NEPTUNE IS THE CHURCH MICHELANGELO AND DA VINCI ARE ENTOMBED.

AND IN THE OUTER COURTYARD--I FOUND FLORENCE NIGHTINGALE'S TOMB.

ALSO TO THE LEFT OF THE FOUNTAIN A MUSEUM AND THE CORRIDOR THAT LEADS TO THE RIVER.

WITH ITS FAMOUS BRIDGE WITH SHOPS SELLING GOLD & SILVER & JEWELS ON THE BRIDGE ITSELF.
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THERE IS SO MUCH MORE I'LL PUT IT IN PHOTO BUCKET AND MAKE SOME SLIDES--LATER. AM ANXIOUS TO CATCH UP ON ALL OF YOUR JOURNALS.

FRUSTRATION

2009-03-08T12:22:00.002+10:30

So this is Variety's little post about LO:CI.

"Half of "Criminal Intent's" 16-episode season will star Jeff Goldblum, who is being introduced into the series lead role. Incumbent Vincent D'Onofrio will return for the other eight episodes."

Goldblum is introduced as the fricking LEAD ROLE. Vincent is mentioned as an after thought. I'm sorry, but they can take their "Oscar nominated actor and stick him up their USA executives collective asses.

I was Prepared to accept Goldblum as the second detective. But I'm sorry...Vincent & KATE ARE the STARS of LO:CI.

I am enraged. Goldblum has yet to prove himself...Vincent is...IS THE STAR--his episodes made USA Cable DRAMA NUMBERS.

Breath...breath...I just needed to vent.

ARGH.

2009-03-05T04:12:00.004+10:30

From the USA Today Newspaper. Please tell me I am reading this that Jeff's eight episodes will air first and it will be NINE WEEKS after APRIL 19 BEFORE WE SEE BOBBY.

"The USA Network announced its summer lineup today, which gets a jump start when it begins on Sunday April 19. The lineup kicks off with the eighth season of Law & Order: Criminal Intent. The 16 episode season will star Jeff Goldblum in the lead role for half of the season, and then Vincent D’Onofrio will return for the last half."

PLEASE tell me they mis-worded this. PLEASE. If true and Goldblum screws it up like his last show--would they cancel it before we got to the Bobby episodes? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

ANTICIPATION--REVIEW SEASON 7

2009-03-04T06:18:00.001+10:30

Supposedly LO:CI begins the end of April with the introduction of Logan's replacement--Nichols. Oh Joy...it starts and they are making Goldblum out to be the main star? Give me a f#@king break. Not only have they give the finger to fans since October with lies and vagueness they make us wait until the second episode to see Bobby. So be it...can't do anything about it but brood. So to cheer myself up and perhaps you too, the following is a reminder of Bobby in each episode of Season 7. Putting it together made me even more excited for LO:CI to start.

Hey...since its MY BLOG and I'm exciting myself with Bobby I included a shot of that magnificent back and broad shoulders for every episode. Gleefully smiling.

Hope the caps stir memories and make your anticipation revitalize.

AMENDS

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SMILE

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DEPTHS

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SELF MADE

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UNTETHERED

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PURGATORY

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BETRAYED

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PLEASE NOTE

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VANISHING ACT

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LEGACY

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FRAME

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AND SO, DID IT HELP EASE THE FRUSTRATION, AND STIR THE JUICES? AHHHH, BOBBY.

SCRIPTING & CAPPING

2009-03-03T03:04:00.003+10:30

I FINISHED THE DIALOG AND CAPPING FOR SEASON SEVEN. I HAVE GATHERED IT TOGETHER AND MOVED IT -- POSTED IT ON ITS ON LIVE JOURNAL SITE CI_DIALOG_CAPS THE LINK IS OVER ON THE LEFT SIDE UNDER, OF COURSE, LINKS. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE A MEMBER OF LIVE JOURNAL TO READ OR SEE THEM. SO IF YOU ARE JUST IN THE MOOD TO READ THE DIALOG WITH THE CAPS. PLEASE POP OVER AND DO SO. THEY ARE POSTED FROM AMENDS TO FRAME.

I MUST ADMIT TO BEING CAUGHT UP IN THE DIALOG AS I TRANSFERRED THEM. I HOPE YOU'LL TAKE A LOOK AND SEE.

BY THE BY THE FIRST COUPLE I DID I WAS MORTIFIED AT HOW BADLY THEY WERE DONE...BUT I WAS LEARNING AND THESE HAVE BEEN RECAPPED.

DISCLOSURE BEFORE EACH EPISODE.

OLD FRIENDS

2009-03-02T09:45:00.006+10:30

From: THE THURSDAY 100 Group at LiveJournal

TITLE: Old Friends
Character: BOBBY
FLAVOR: CI
RATING K
WORD COUNT: 232
A/N: The following morning post Purgatory at Bobby's Apartment.

The Black glock lay in thirty three pieces on the table. He preferred to use Prolix a proprietary cleaner...spraying down the barrel and through the cylinder chamber to remove the fouling rather than gun oil. After setting for a while he carefully cleaned off all the Prolix then lovingly used the bare brush and attached the patches to the tip on the aluminum rod and slid it down the barrel. Piece by piece he reassemble it and slid in the clip. He did not slide a bullet into the chamber or release the safety.

He checked the barrel with his bore light. He didn't like firing his weapon but if he needed to he wanted it in excellent condition. And he did use it once a week on the firing range...but it had been sitting in Moran's desk drawer for the last six months collecting dust.

Finally he wiped it all down with the silicon cloth removing all the fingerprints from his weapon. He picked up his badge and ran the cloth over it gently into every nook and cranny.

Lay them side by side on the table and smiled.

"Welcome back my old friends, "he whispered. Almost tenderly he slipped his badge into his pocket and holstered the glock, clipping it to his belt where the wear there proved it belonged. Defining who he was Detective First Grade Robert O. Goren, Major Case Squad.

SMOKE RINGS

2009-02-28T20:18:00.004+10:30

TITLE: SMOKE RINGS
PAIRING: BOBBY/ALEX
FLAVOR: CI
RATING K+
WORD COUNT: 98

It happened so fast, no time to think.

Pulling a cigarette from his inside jacket pocket. Placed it between his lips and turned slightly to face a twenty-two pointed at his face...by his partner.

“Alex?”

“I’ve warned you...I’ve had enough of your sneaking into the alley to smoke. You think you don’t stink of it?”

His eyes widened as she pulled the hammer back, there was a spark as it fired. Flame shot out the barrel lighting the end of the cigarette. Bobby collapsed back against the building.

“Blow smoke rings with that, Goren.” she shot over her shoulder walking away pocketing the lighter.

Vincent at Large

2009-02-27T06:20:00.008+10:30

With a thanks to Lozzie Cap two pictures of our man out on the town--with his family. Since He's the one I'm missing terribly...I cropped the fans and left out the family photos. Lozzie has them in LJ. He's so delicious.

sigh